i deal with the same thing roz.. and.. do you ever wonder how i act so wholesome all the time? even though i take care of others before myself? its because i adapted to how i feel about.. well, me. i hate myself. so i make sure others are better than me all the time! its somewhat cursed to think about when im nice to everyone.. but its the truth..

Description: [{Au: Neglectale} So Sorry! Lv: 10 -Exp: 3,480- HP: 88,000 | Atk 466 Def 65] A Mysterious Monster, Their paintbrush can turn into a pencil, and both can use any color like magic! though the most interesting thing they can do, is that anything they draw, they can turn into reality, and "Anything" means ANYTHING... [Themes: Passive: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3rGZiyi3Z_Q Regular Battle: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6zTVaHymyHI True Battle: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-Z-q6FyzmQo]