I try so hard to do what other people want me to do and it always ends up in me crying/bawling my eyes out and I hate the fact that my mom tells me to tell the truth and the moment I do I get yelled at, how does that make sense. I eat her food and I only eat it because she gets so mad if I don't. And if I were to tell her I don't like it she tells me I am ungrateful and that I shouldn't act like that and I honestly am on the verge of doing something I might regret.