im failing school so badly because i am terrified of people, have no friends there. i a\have online friends and even a dear boyfriend, but if i fail i wont be able to talk to them, and theyre the only reason i live. im a weird person i guess, im 13 and i really am more mature than most people my age. my parents are strict and abusive and im pretty sure i have depression, ive been so sluggish and sad for 4 years and it has really gotten to me, im so mean to myself. just wanted to get that out, i dont know why. i have a tendency to reveal my troubles i guess. if you read this, thanks

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