So I was right, this wasn't even remotely your fault. You got groomed, even the fact you felt guilty about it just goes to show how badly they managed to groom you.

Description: A•teo•lous /àhtaéòloós/ ᵃᵈʲᵉᶜᵗᶦᵛᵉ 1. A name or descriptor for a person who is atheist and thus is worthy of ostracism. 2. A godless creature; an insect, maggot, parasite.