(Zane, part one..)

Description: I'm sorry. I started it. I shouldn't have. I shouldn't have even talked. I'm sorry. I didn't mean to. It's my fault. If i had just said i was okay it would've been okay. I just had to say something. I just had to have issues. I'm sorry. I didn't wanna lose you. But i guess i did. I'm sorry. It isn't your fault. I'm sorry. Please forgive me. I didn't mean to hurt you. My problems don't matter. Yours do. You matter. Don't worry about me. I'm sorry. Forgive me. I'm sorry. PAM, will you forgive me? You guys are my friends, right? My buddies? Chris? Terrie? Grim? T? Karma? Anybody? Looks like i'm alone. Again. Not surprised. I'm always alone. In a room. On my computer. All day. Everyday. Nobody to check if i even am alive anymore. I'm sorry.