lemme tell you a story Bean... once upon a time a child was born as the child grew he put himself in a corner everyone thought he was an introvert except for his parents who took him to a psychologist... they found out that he has depression... on top of that he had many other mental problems... and at one point he was incapable of touching another human being... but he got better and he's still trying at it but he's not quite there yet... do you get it now?