I know it is, trust me, I've lived the very feeling you have. And really, I still am. Life is still beating me down. I just got lucky and found someone who cares a whole lot. Not everyone can have that, but I believe that Life will get better if you can hold out for long enough. It might even take years, but people like us? We have the ability to get through it. Nothing is tougher and more badass than surviving Depression. At least to me.