I'm not mad but who did this?

Description: This is what i have been seeing everytime i sleep, or when i am alone in the dark. the reasons for it looking like this are unknown to me and it rather i not know. It told me the reason it was and why it chose my mind as a vessel was because more dark matter(whatever that is) surrounded my soul the most of all of the population in springfield MO. It also told me me how we met and when it came in to my life(May 31, 2010)Im close to figuring out where it came from but i fear i don't have much time before my mind has been completely taken over by darkness, what he whispered to me last night. Hopefully this portal will and my men have been preparing long enough for the portals to activate, all of the monsters are contained and i'm losing more of my self as i wright this. Test-1.00367, activate.