Still... with my whole heart, I can tell you that you are not in the wrong here, it's not your fault that happened to you, and I'm sorry that ever happened to you. Genuinely, I want you to realize that you're absolutely not to blame, and what you were forced to experience wasn't a fault that you made. It's not your fault. Don't feel bad because you did what you did back then, please

Description: A•teo•lous /àhtaéòloós/ ᵃᵈʲᵉᶜᵗᶦᵛᵉ 1. A name or descriptor for a person who is atheist and thus is worthy of ostracism. 2. A godless creature; an insect, maggot, parasite.