![[3eecb8] I know I know...](http://pixelartmaker-data-78746291193.nyc3.digitaloceanspaces.com/image/ad25280008a0923.png)
3eecb8 I know I know...
![[3eecb8] ..Yeah you are quite strong for people who have that issue](http://pixelartmaker-data-78746291193.nyc3.digitaloceanspaces.com/image/a77538a6791e5ca.png)
3eecb8 ..Yeah you are quite strong for people who have that issue
![[c91422] Well that tells you most people on here from America, or this side of the world.](http://pixelartmaker-data-78746291193.nyc3.digitaloceanspaces.com/image/1bf8b00a505ea1b.png)
c91422 Well that tells you most people on here from America, or this side of the world.
![[3eecb8] Man...PAM dies really quickly when it's on my day time](http://pixelartmaker-data-78746291193.nyc3.digitaloceanspaces.com/image/0c1fb63d76aad98.png)
3eecb8 Man...PAM dies really quickly when it's on my day time
![[c91422] Now that I think about it, I question how am I still... myself and functioning even without medication? ... I now realized why my friends call me strong, despite me being very weak, it's not my strenght they said was strong, it was my endurance... *Trumatic wet puddle noises* (wifi ahhhh!)](http://pixelartmaker-data-78746291193.nyc3.digitaloceanspaces.com/image/067a969a3db4772.png)
c91422 Now that I think about it, I question how am I still... myself and functioning even without medication? ... I now realized why my friends call me strong, despite me being very weak, it's not my strenght they said was strong, it was my endurance... *Trumatic wet puddle noises* (wifi ahhhh!)
![[3eecb8] ...IDK](http://pixelartmaker-data-78746291193.nyc3.digitaloceanspaces.com/image/6d58024f0047e71.png)
3eecb8 ...IDK
![[2f649f] I wonder if i can do a chatcrypt or whatever its called on this phone. -Ez The Terrible (but on mobile)](http://pixelartmaker-data-78746291193.nyc3.digitaloceanspaces.com/image/8bcef6b5c844997.png)
2f649f I wonder if i can do a chatcrypt or whatever its called on this phone. -Ez The Terrible (but on mobile)
![[3eecb8] ...](http://pixelartmaker-data-78746291193.nyc3.digitaloceanspaces.com/image/d233a0e2719cf66.png)
3eecb8 ...
![[3eecb8] ... My hate is temporary](http://pixelartmaker-data-78746291193.nyc3.digitaloceanspaces.com/image/d63f4e198894b8f.png)
3eecb8 ... My hate is temporary
![[3eecb8] I have no hate KC](http://pixelartmaker-data-78746291193.nyc3.digitaloceanspaces.com/image/35fab744f183a8f.png)
3eecb8 I have no hate KC
![[2f649f] HAH! YOU THOUGHT I WAS GONNA STAY AND TALK ABOUT STUFF! WELL YOU WERE WRONG!!! BYE!! AGAIN!!. -Ez The Terrible (but on mobile)](http://pixelartmaker-data-78746291193.nyc3.digitaloceanspaces.com/image/8936340f0c63f9f.png)
2f649f HAH! YOU THOUGHT I WAS GONNA STAY AND TALK ABOUT STUFF! WELL YOU WERE WRONG!!! BYE!! AGAIN!!. -Ez The Terrible (but on mobile)
![[3eecb8] No hate](http://pixelartmaker-data-78746291193.nyc3.digitaloceanspaces.com/image/b8a37433064344a.png)
3eecb8 No hate
![[583245] ...haha..... really maybe another day..........](http://pixelartmaker-data-78746291193.nyc3.digitaloceanspaces.com/image/e8a114d0ed2c223.png)
583245 ...haha..... really maybe another day..........
![[3eecb8] ...](http://pixelartmaker-data-78746291193.nyc3.digitaloceanspaces.com/image/8c70df16bf39678.png)
3eecb8 ...
![[583245] .....who... even am i anymore?..... .....i've been letting my anger get the better of me way too much...... really...... i just.... wish i could actually commit suicide and not survive all because i can't do any good.... only harm in others, no matter how hard i try to stay calm..... it always gets the better of me..............](http://pixelartmaker-data-78746291193.nyc3.digitaloceanspaces.com/image/8db16408ad1a8fd.png)
583245 .....who... even am i anymore?..... .....i've been letting my anger get the better of me way too much...... really...... i just.... wish i could actually commit suicide and not survive all because i can't do any good.... only harm in others, no matter how hard i try to stay calm..... it always gets the better of me..............
![[c91422] Lol, those are not all my disorders, but those are the ones that people are the most life changing. Before you say "I don't like a schizophrenic." it's because people can receive schizophernia later on in life, and don't know how to handle it, while I got it at a VERY young age around 2 years old maybe, so I grew up with it making me act WAY more funcional than a normal person with schizophrenia. I have, Brain Damage, Schizophrenia, Autism, ADHD, PTSD, Tourettes (I don't have it that bad at all!), and, a few little things that dont, do much to me... but I don't take any medication or any of it, or any help at all besides talking to people online, and that's enough help for me :3 ... in fact, I'd rather keep it that way.](http://pixelartmaker-data-78746291193.nyc3.digitaloceanspaces.com/image/6a73c79f2e98591.png)
c91422 Lol, those are not all my disorders, but those are the ones that people are the most life changing. Before you say "I don't like a schizophrenic." it's because people can receive schizophernia later on in life, and don't know how to handle it, while I got it at a VERY young age around 2 years old maybe, so I grew up with it making me act WAY more funcional than a normal person with schizophrenia. I have, Brain Damage, Schizophrenia, Autism, ADHD, PTSD, Tourettes (I don't have it that bad at all!), and, a few little things that dont, do much to me... but I don't take any medication or any of it, or any help at all besides talking to people online, and that's enough help for me :3 ... in fact, I'd rather keep it that way.
![[0f5524] Do you want to rp, KC? Or Ez?](http://pixelartmaker-data-78746291193.nyc3.digitaloceanspaces.com/image/80a4df93dd70130.png)
0f5524 Do you want to rp, KC? Or Ez?
![[3eecb8] I'm sure you can](http://pixelartmaker-data-78746291193.nyc3.digitaloceanspaces.com/image/5239b4c501727ab.png)
3eecb8 I'm sure you can
![[2f649f] Woah, i didnt know pam could get so heated... -Ez The Terrible (but on mobile)](http://pixelartmaker-data-78746291193.nyc3.digitaloceanspaces.com/image/4b5ddefb71656e9.png)
2f649f Woah, i didnt know pam could get so heated... -Ez The Terrible (but on mobile)
![[018562] Whatever... Can I go to bed now? I'm tired..,](http://pixelartmaker-data-78746291193.nyc3.digitaloceanspaces.com/image/9ae6c5b58e888c3.png)
018562 Whatever... Can I go to bed now? I'm tired..,
![[3eecb8] I guess I could only make some friend with weird people then](http://pixelartmaker-data-78746291193.nyc3.digitaloceanspaces.com/image/7c5da2ee1070672.png)
3eecb8 I guess I could only make some friend with weird people then
![[000885] I'm going to bed now, see you Luna.](http://pixelartmaker-data-78746291193.nyc3.digitaloceanspaces.com/image/ddbdfbdacc3f555.png)
000885 I'm going to bed now, see you Luna.
![[000885] I guess you can't have shit in PAM.](http://pixelartmaker-data-78746291193.nyc3.digitaloceanspaces.com/image/5b2ee7243f735f7.png)
000885 I guess you can't have shit in PAM.
![[583245] AND NO... I'M NOT YELLING... JUST STAYING IN CHARACTER AFTERALL... HEHEAA... ETHER WAY... NOT TAKING YOUR FUCKING ADVICE, CT..... -actually... fucking.... gone?-](http://pixelartmaker-data-78746291193.nyc3.digitaloceanspaces.com/image/73e5493e9f66001.png)
583245 AND NO... I'M NOT YELLING... JUST STAYING IN CHARACTER AFTERALL... HEHEAA... ETHER WAY... NOT TAKING YOUR FUCKING ADVICE, CT..... -actually... fucking.... gone?-
![[0f5524] Oho! I am also weird! I am and autistic person with ADHD, asthma, need 15 pills a day, short, and act like a drunk hamster! Hohoho!](http://pixelartmaker-data-78746291193.nyc3.digitaloceanspaces.com/image/4bad23e760043c8.png)
0f5524 Oho! I am also weird! I am and autistic person with ADHD, asthma, need 15 pills a day, short, and act like a drunk hamster! Hohoho!
![[3eecb8] JUST with different cause](http://pixelartmaker-data-78746291193.nyc3.digitaloceanspaces.com/image/21ef0a652d425c8.png)
3eecb8 JUST with different cause
![[583245] AND YET I CAN'T SIMPLY CONTROL MY DAMN ANGER ANYMORE... IT JUST HAS IT'S OWN FORM AFTER ALL!... HAHAAA..... REALLY I JUST CAME BACK JUST TO MENTION THAT IS JUST AT THE FAULT OF EVERYBODY... EVEN MYSELF, CAUSE YEAH NO SHIT..... WHATEVER..... -and then just gone-](http://pixelartmaker-data-78746291193.nyc3.digitaloceanspaces.com/image/4b68b35ece1e341.png)
583245 AND YET I CAN'T SIMPLY CONTROL MY DAMN ANGER ANYMORE... IT JUST HAS IT'S OWN FORM AFTER ALL!... HAHAAA..... REALLY I JUST CAME BACK JUST TO MENTION THAT IS JUST AT THE FAULT OF EVERYBODY... EVEN MYSELF, CAUSE YEAH NO SHIT..... WHATEVER..... -and then just gone-
![[000885] First, please stop yelling, then walk away from the keyboard, take 10, deep breaths, count to 50, clear your mind, and drink some water. Once you are calm, we can start again.](http://pixelartmaker-data-78746291193.nyc3.digitaloceanspaces.com/image/379c2358e443305.png)
000885 First, please stop yelling, then walk away from the keyboard, take 10, deep breaths, count to 50, clear your mind, and drink some water. Once you are calm, we can start again.
![[018562] You would consider this going too far against the line for SFW, even though there are many SFW artists who draw art worse than this](http://pixelartmaker-data-78746291193.nyc3.digitaloceanspaces.com/image/d1fafc62509b190.png)
018562 You would consider this going too far against the line for SFW, even though there are many SFW artists who draw art worse than this
![[3eecb8] I GUESS YOU ARE |\|0 [)|FF3R3|\|+ FROM /\/\3...](http://pixelartmaker-data-78746291193.nyc3.digitaloceanspaces.com/image/89bf7a632ffb665.png)
3eecb8 I GUESS YOU ARE |\|0 [)|FF3R3|\|+ FROM /\/\3...
![[583245] I AM CALM... I CAN'T GET ANY BETTER OR WORSE NOW CAN I?!..... I'VE JUST BOTHERED TO SHOW UP BECUASE OF THE FACT IT WAS JUST STUPID AND I KNOW I SHOULD HAVE DONE SAID IT CALMER AND YET MY INSTABLITY AND HOSILITY, AND ANGER OF THE STUPID "LEWDITY" FROM IT IS WHAT GOT ME.....](http://pixelartmaker-data-78746291193.nyc3.digitaloceanspaces.com/image/3ad93f491cb4dc7.png)
583245 I AM CALM... I CAN'T GET ANY BETTER OR WORSE NOW CAN I?!..... I'VE JUST BOTHERED TO SHOW UP BECUASE OF THE FACT IT WAS JUST STUPID AND I KNOW I SHOULD HAVE DONE SAID IT CALMER AND YET MY INSTABLITY AND HOSILITY, AND ANGER OF THE STUPID "LEWDITY" FROM IT IS WHAT GOT ME.....
![[c91422] aha, I am also weird. I am a autistic, brain damaged schizophernic with a split-personaility disorder because of a coma that is a contortionist that is 87 pounds. *Slowly smile*](http://pixelartmaker-data-78746291193.nyc3.digitaloceanspaces.com/image/2dd7bfc63a90573.png)
c91422 aha, I am also weird. I am a autistic, brain damaged schizophernic with a split-personaility disorder because of a coma that is a contortionist that is 87 pounds. *Slowly smile*
![[3eecb8] ...](http://pixelartmaker-data-78746291193.nyc3.digitaloceanspaces.com/image/d91f8deb59b9158.png)
3eecb8 ...
![[000885] Terrie, please calm down, we wouldn't want this to get out of hand again.](http://pixelartmaker-data-78746291193.nyc3.digitaloceanspaces.com/image/f17c20aed0550b5.png)
000885 Terrie, please calm down, we wouldn't want this to get out of hand again.
![[0f5524] You still there, KC?](http://pixelartmaker-data-78746291193.nyc3.digitaloceanspaces.com/image/2404b791ba4a2b7.png)
0f5524 You still there, KC?
![[583245] I JUST LET IT GET THE FUCKING BETTER OF ME..... AND I KNOW MY OWN FAULT AND YOU KNOW YOURS...](http://pixelartmaker-data-78746291193.nyc3.digitaloceanspaces.com/image/ce2b7772a109867.png)
583245 I JUST LET IT GET THE FUCKING BETTER OF ME..... AND I KNOW MY OWN FAULT AND YOU KNOW YOURS...
![[3eecb8] 0 peace is what I experience since I remember....](http://pixelartmaker-data-78746291193.nyc3.digitaloceanspaces.com/image/7a78474594b5d6b.png)
3eecb8 0 peace is what I experience since I remember....
![[583245] This is just what happens when you are emotionally unstable and working your ass off for five days in a fucking row, while not even getting a moment of peace even from the outside of this stupid digital hell...](http://pixelartmaker-data-78746291193.nyc3.digitaloceanspaces.com/image/15bfd71cb3e6dfd.png)
583245 This is just what happens when you are emotionally unstable and working your ass off for five days in a fucking row, while not even getting a moment of peace even from the outside of this stupid digital hell...
![[000885] That is much better, Terrie, now it is your turn.](http://pixelartmaker-data-78746291193.nyc3.digitaloceanspaces.com/image/f77246e16338f4b.png)
000885 That is much better, Terrie, now it is your turn.
![[583245] Yeah, and I should have just calmly asked and I fucking didn't, cause really I just let my anger get the better of me yet fuuuckkk you.... Your insults are weak..... Hahaaaa.....](http://pixelartmaker-data-78746291193.nyc3.digitaloceanspaces.com/image/626ac4f5f28f2bd.png)
583245 Yeah, and I should have just calmly asked and I fucking didn't, cause really I just let my anger get the better of me yet fuuuckkk you.... Your insults are weak..... Hahaaaa.....
![[3eecb8] While PAM make everyone else feel worse ... It make me feel better](http://pixelartmaker-data-78746291193.nyc3.digitaloceanspaces.com/image/0afeae7492663a9.png)
3eecb8 While PAM make everyone else feel worse ... It make me feel better