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6d07bc Yeah... -Luna

ce28af Luns is somewhere in the middle of recovery and in the "syndrome" All her problems are OOP or Out Of PAM.

d6e9f2 LSS is gonna make me explode, Lss or Fynn is fine.

eef2cd Why is somebody trying to write a story?

ee9c83 ...henlo luna, are you feeling any better after last night?

ee9c83 sigh... complaining about how people that you acted cruely to no longer being in your favor.. despite having done tons of things for someone to start to lose their faith in you... along with being oblivious to how it could be warented... its hard to trust and believe in someone when the first time you met them, they cursed at you, pushed you away, and yelled at you for the smallest things. i dont like being mean, and i hate myself for it. but when it comes to cases like this, even my own depression can seem to stop making me feel bad about it at this point. i tried to help you before and failed, i tried again and you didnt let me. now when im against you, you swear that i never tried. im not the first to put an effort into trying to make you a better person, and i wont be the last... one day, i just hope you will mature to the point that you can change... thats all im going to say, i dont want to make a full rant right now, and im not going to be on for much longer anyway..

ce28af I'll take that Jase.

6d07bc ... -Luna

eef2cd So LSS, I have to call you Lss now? or am I allowed to call you LSS?

d6e9f2 Do as you will, Th.

173bb9 Channel. "rp-no-drama". Password: JasesRP

ce28af I'll just call you Fynn.

d6e9f2 It just makes me mad, is all.

ce28af I've been able to recover for the most part by staying away from drama... Also I think that Jase is also one who is in recovery or has recovered.

d6e9f2 Also, don't call me LSS ever again. It's Lss.

eef2cd I honestly like the sans design not gonna lie.

d6e9f2 Find who I really am? Damn, sounds like a stretch, but I'll try.

ce28af take a break from discord and PAM and reflect on yourself to try and find who YOU are not who LSS is.

173bb9 i have nothing to do with this so imma just RP.

eef2cd I've been taking breaks from PAM every once in a while, yet finding myself back here. It's like smoking. It's hard to quit.

ce28af I've seen if in myself as well as others. I was so different back before I went on PAM hell the time between I was blocked then got back on is a blur now.

d6e9f2 -elongated sigh- Do what.

ce28af LSS you need to do the same.

d6e9f2 This bullshit is making me wanna cry in a cringe way. Sorry if that sounds rude, but as I said days/weeks ago, *singsong voice* emotionleeeessss.

ce28af take a break and find out who YOU are. You are not Terrie Riverblood and you should know that before trying to change.

eef2cd Theron, you're right. he doesn't even know who he is at this point.

ce28af you need to stop and think. take a walk and reflect on yourself and take a break from PAM for a day or two. You are the same way I am. You know who Terrie is but you have no idea who YOU are.

eef2cd Even when I absolutely hate guilt tripping, but of course. There is gonna be somebody helpin' you out. It's just people do that for some reason.

583245 But yeah one final reason why I don't bother opening up anymore is cause for like everyone here it's nothing but "guilt-tripping"...

ce28af maybe it's cause they don't act like an asshole. I know it sounds like I'm putting you down but I have never seen you even try. Even in old PAM all I saw was you just posting art and making small comments and now you are acting like a douche.

eef2cd Terrie, if you need a break, take one man.

583245 No wait- THE FUCK AM I ON ABOUT?! I JUST SAID I WASN'T GONNA OPEN UP YET FUCKING MOMENTS LATER I ALMOST STARTED TO DO THAT!... HA...

583245 No way to defend myself... This is why I call you people "bullies" all the time too... cause of how you treat me for my past actions just reminds me of when I used to get bullied all the way back in fourth grade and had no way to defend myself...

583245 Hell! I basically am forcing myself to continue what I've always been doing at this point because it's not fixable... There is NO way I could ever right any wrongs I've done in the past... Just none. Not a single fucking one. And when it comes to other users here like Finx, and how the treat me? Is exactly why I don't even bother trying anymore.

ce28af but I will say one thing. Taking down the asshole I'm god act is a good way to make good friends like how you are on deviantart/

eef2cd Welp, good to know. I'm off to draw something random.

583245 And there is no way back now even if I tried... I've gone too far down, and there is no way up.

583245 To put it simply... Had I not tried to open up so long ago only to get the mild hate from one main user maybe I wouldn't have such a asshole like facade I keep fucking doing all the god damn time here...

eef2cd Jesus, this is just crazy for how much you've been through.

ce28af like you are doing now Terrie. but eh Imma go back to my channel.

583245 I mean after all... When I tried the first time that's what lead to the snowball effect that gotten me to THIS point...