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bfa924 ....

bfa924 you WHAT!?

ff13b5 No i drank a whole bottle of vodka mixes juice

bfa924 you dropped the doll in lava didn't you?

ff13b5 I might of fucked up a bit

bfa924 personally I wish I could give advice but I'm new to this whole "horrible sleep schedule" thing I've only just started passing out in classes

296099 yeah uh. it might be a sleep schedule thing, my thoughts are running

35dc76 yeah im gonna go to bed ill be fine probably i hope

35dc76 okay its probably cause my sleep schedule is fucked, im not getting the right amount of sleep and my mind is panicking because of that, ill be fine i just need to get proper sleep yeah

35dc76 hell maybe im lying to myself without my knowledge?

35dc76 thing is i dont ever know

35dc76 sometimes i think about if what i am feeling is real or if its just something i made up cause a tiny little thing. right now is one of those times

bfa924 I know this is a serious moment but that sounds like a fucking super power..... what I would give away just to be able to forget some of the horrible shit in my life

35dc76 probably?? hell if i know

35dc76 i mean i just usually automatically forget bad experiences, not completely obviously, i can still faintly remember that SOMETHING happened, just not exactly what did

bfa924 John do you have anxiety? it could be anxiety fucking with you mine does shit like that.......

35dc76 its not my house thats not what i mean by make myself forget things

bfa924 maybe whatever your forgetting is around our house... a unlocked door or window or something entirely different just....idk just.....try something...

35dc76 i was PANICKING a minute ago why am i CALM now dude what is happening

296099 anyways uh. fuck i forgot again

35dc76 its not, why would i need to look around my house

bfa924 look. John just calm down think a little and maybe look around your house then just go to bed

bfa924 I makes it so much harder to get my point across...

bfa924 ugh Jesus I need to stop yapping...

bfa924 you know how gold fish have shitty memory yeah well I consider myself a goldfish due to the fact I forget stuff ALOT and yet I remain calm headed.....for the most part.....I'm basically saying you shouldn't worry to much about it but you should do I quick look around your house to see if you remmber

35dc76 my bad im probably ruining the mood but im just so CONFUSED

9c8167 wait this is a bad time, so sorry john.

7521f9 thank you pepper

9c8167 ts pmo :broken_heart:

35dc76 i dont think ive ever felt like this before i dont know what it is

35dc76 i dont like not knowing things yet i make myself forget stuff, crazy.

296099 WD, idk how to tell you this but when someone's feeling bad you don't bring yourself down with them too. at least that's what i'm getting at but you don't do that vruh

bfa924 ahh so its deja vu....or is it just simple fear of things being different

605739 I feel like if you were to add more details to clothes it'd compliment your style to not use straight up black lines and go for smthing more like tps work, just shading

35dc76 this is so confusing

35dc76 i feel wrong

35dc76 thats the thing i dont KNOW. if something DID happen then i probably dont remember it, maybe a bunch of shit happened and its subconsciously effecting me?? i dont know, maybe its just paranoia? maybe something is GOING to happen? i dont KNOW

bfa924 what...life...? feelings? hate? or loneliness?.....which this time.... personaly its loneliness

a56108 Que paso?

35dc76 dude something feels TERRIBLY wrong

a56108 Sleep is preferred. Go to bed, John- hope you'd feel better.