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35dc76 i cast instant mental shutdown

57dac4 Well just gimme a moment I'm writing an apology, literally started making one when you entered Bmo.

aa2992 The goblin man

024523 [Eternalset City] [but then i realized eternalset is too big to fit on a pam canvas]

da9ca8 Again, you where told multiple times to just stop, but you didn’t, so instead of saying “im trying to get better” as a reasoning, you apologize for your actions, and keep in mind this situation so it doesn’t occur again. Your lack of help doesn’t justify your actions, an apology sure would make it better though.

c6eeac craaaap I keep forgetting to talk to Dell about the demon realm

024523 [Ekusukariba] [ive been wanting to do it for a couple years, i was making a map of eternalset as well]

57dac4 I'm not asking to be fixed, just recognition when I'm doing better and like when I'm starting to go off the rails again just be like "Hey, take a break man"

8bdf7f Yeah i don't like this guy bye

8bdf7f This really did happen because lexi wanted to talk about her map of pam,which sucks

57dac4 Me and my mum have been trying to get me therapy, we got 1 session and it helped so much but they just left us in the dust after that despite telling us they'll get in contact in a couple months and it's been years since that. My mum literally got the fucking mayor of our town or some shit to help find a therapy but even that didn't work.

c95776 huh whuh

024523 [Ekusukariba] [fuck it im making my map interperetation of pam, or at least a portion of]

8bdf7f Oh

c6eeac cant*

da9ca8 Then go to therapy. We aren’t responsible with dealing with your behavior and fixing you. You are. Expect help from the right places.

c6eeac Lexi brought up Minecraft move when arcane said earth shouldn't be round cause pixel art is the one thing you can make circles with

57dac4 I try do that Bmo but it never works, I always drop to square one, I simply just need a helping hand

8bdf7f Okay imma ve honest idej how we got to the movie stuff

35dc76 im hungry, brb

da9ca8 If you where taking accountability you wouldnt say “we need to find a solution” or “we can work this out”. YOU can work this out.

aa2992

c6eeac You cant expect people to always conform to what would help you the most because you're not the only one with problems, sure it'd be nice but realize not every need can be met it'd be better if instead you could realize when youre not in a normal state, which it seems like you can and choose to leave till you calm down yourself, it'd be for the best FOR YOU if you could help yourself more than others can

57dac4 I AM taking accountability, I'm just trying to let people understand, Bmo. Maybe I'm not wording it the right ay cause it's hard to get the point you want to make across the internet.

35dc76 yes, i am arca. you were told multiple times that lexi was making the thing so she makes it how she wants, yet you stood your ground saying it was boring and telling her she should have done whatever differently, ya shouldnt have done that. also you went on a rant about jumanji or whatever which had nothing to do with the conversation lmao

da9ca8 We? This is a YOU problem. You need to fix your behavior yourself. There is no problem besides that.

da9ca8 Instead of shifting the blame to “im not in the right state of mind” or “you guys are ganging up on me” take accountability, apologize, and stop talking.

57dac4 I'm not justifying them, I know what I did is wrong, I'm just trying to let you understand why it happens so that we can find work arounds.

57dac4 I assure you that I have no ill intentions, I just make a lot of mistakes, I just want to be friendly, I want to just converse but I just feel so- anxious? Idk the proper word but it's what causes me to suddenly lash at people cause I'm scared they'll attack me first.

aa2992 aauuugghhh

907fc4 We weren't even attacking mostly we were saying it doesn't have to remain fiction,you were making it an issue,its her stuff and she should be allowed to keep it as real as it is. And I'm sorry hun that you never got to chance to talk about it.

da9ca8 “Attacking” “ganging up” stop trying to justify your actions by acting like everyone else did something wrong

57dac4 Cause I wasn't in the right mind John, are you even reading what I'm saying?

57dac4 If you have a problem with me, solve it, don't attack me. When I'm in these states of mind I just simply want to know why this is happening and when I figure it out and figure out how to change as a person, I'll do it. But I can't figure it out if I'm getting attacked left right centre.

8de716 guess i'll leave the map thing for another time then huh

907fc4 You had a problem with lexi using realism in something SHE was making.

35dc76 well you did instantly go at pepper with a sarcastic comment while hes trying to explain to you what you did wrong

907fc4 This shit is over lexi making something fiction using realism and then moved to whatever this is,so screw it im gonna take lexi and watch a video with her. And lexi iskf if you answered my question about liking jumanjii I looked away sorry.

57dac4 If you leave me alone and give me time to recollect, I can resolve things.

160c7b Can we just synthesize calcium chloride using kronora allready

57dac4 John- did I not just infer that I'm not in the right mind when getting attacked?