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224a35 how is everyone?

224a35 anyways like usual I will now put on my mask...

57dac4 Online Sequencer > all of those [something]box/bus DAW's apart from the one that has overdriven guitar.

224a35 from what I've seen he is past hope.... he seems to believe this is a game... that he can just reset by saying sorry

296099 it looks like he's trying to re-integrate back into PAM after doing all of that goreposting, which very clearly won't happen

57dac4 Lol- thats silly. Really shows how desperate he is.

224a35 hey uh what's the new block list?

296099 blocked all of TwoBit's IDs from last night (where i couldn't FUCKING sleep for some reason), and apparently one of them filled up so much of the page that there remained only 6 posts by other PAMmers

224a35 funny how I can say all this on a random art site but not to my real therapist...

57dac4 What do you mean, SC?

224a35 .....something Ironic is like how flowey says in undertale I feel like I don't have a soul I mean I'm so mean If my mom calls for help I always get angry or if someone wants to hang out....ugh I'm a horrible person

296099 not to self that blocking fucks up PAM galleries. i might still keep doing it tho

224a35 sometimes I wish I could choose who to live with I mean I love my mom but..... her boyfriend is kinda rude....not bad or needs to be detained just....has anger issues then my dad lives with his dad aka my grandpa and they argue due to age differences making communication hard.....and....and....I just really wish I had a better start or better life..

57dac4 Just listen to me when I say this, everything will be okay, no matter how much hardship you endure, love will stick and there's always a silver lining.

57dac4 The divorce may change the path, but your path will always remain with the same similarity, your mum and dad will forever love you.

57dac4 YAlso Danger if you may be reading this. THIS is how you utilize those big words and sentences you keep using, not to blabber but to cast moral wisdom upon others. :3

224a35 i mean maybe its because I'm looking back that's the problem like....? I'm looking back when my life with my mom and dad was better then how it is now with them divorced....

57dac4 Your mind struggles to find the perfect ending in which you die peacefully and happily ever after because the choices you make alter your mind, thus the many endings coursing through your mind.

57dac4 It is okay to look forward, it's looking too far is what is making you feel this way.

224a35 that is a problem I have.... I seem to never be able to stop looking forward......

57dac4 I personally believe all there is at the end of the road is the dark abyss, whre you are forever trapped in thought. And not having good memories would be very displeasing in such a situation.

224a35 huh.... I guess that's why I like args with entities or ghosts or just overall sad in them.....

57dac4 Stop living in the future, live in the present. Logically speaking, if one feels that way, they must live life to it's fullest.

224a35 yeah I guess ..... kinda sad is it not...? how I cant even TELL anyone IN PERSON how I feel...

224a35 you know the thoughts.....like "why live? if we are all gonna die if our mothers and fathers are gonna die and our happy memories are gonna mean nothing later in life then why.....why.....in the fuck live to feel all of it? why..... I realize now this isn't really a quote and more ame writing me feelings......sorry

57dac4 Well we don't want you giving in to those thoughts now do we. You are loved by your family, always remember that.

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224a35 ....ugh back to school and I'm having "the thoughts" again yippee guys...

57dac4 How the fuck is it not even 12 yet

57dac4 I have a theory for Rick and Morty's season 7 finale, I think that wasn't Rick Prime cause theoretically speaking if you kill your original self, you and all of the other versions of you will cease to exist. Why did he seem scared though? Cause that was his final clone/hologram or whatever and he knows he is next.

57dac4 Also I guess Bmo rescheduled freaky friday to monday gah damn.

57dac4 Xenomor- I mean Xenox has one eye? Truly my daughter chat.

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1bf8b1 agh

b92553 im go eeby

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1bf8b1 okay im evaporstes,..

1bf8b1 hi chat.,.

7911f6 Gn chatters

7911f6 anyways not sure what happened to the whole blocking me, ima gts wish me death or wtv yall wish apon me, torture or idk.

7911f6 Dell you are NOT tyrone leave me alone.