![[226e04] I just wasn't normal and I definitely wasn't a good person.](http://pixelartmaker-data-78746291193.nyc3.digitaloceanspaces.com/image/2a992a9fe430a31.png)
226e04 I just wasn't normal and I definitely wasn't a good person.
![[226e04] I'm not normal. Its been this way for so... so... so... long. I would give you my story, but you'd likely get a wrong assessment, so Ill get straight to the point](http://pixelartmaker-data-78746291193.nyc3.digitaloceanspaces.com/image/7cfbea218fc4f8d.png)
226e04 I'm not normal. Its been this way for so... so... so... long. I would give you my story, but you'd likely get a wrong assessment, so Ill get straight to the point
![[7318ce] Im sorry to hear that. Why do you think people didn't want to be near you anymore?](http://pixelartmaker-data-78746291193.nyc3.digitaloceanspaces.com/image/4441b974cbe05e2.png)
7318ce Im sorry to hear that. Why do you think people didn't want to be near you anymore?
![[226e04] Ah, but if reasons were so simple, humans wouldn't have the need to debate over mindsets or who did what or why, reasons compound and they stick with you no matter what.](http://pixelartmaker-data-78746291193.nyc3.digitaloceanspaces.com/image/6e619874d2026da.png)
226e04 Ah, but if reasons were so simple, humans wouldn't have the need to debate over mindsets or who did what or why, reasons compound and they stick with you no matter what.
![[226e04] Loneliness made me want to kill myself when I was young, nearly has success in it too. Loneliness is apparent when that person didnt have anybody, except I knew I had people, but it seemed like they never wanted to have me as I began to change.](http://pixelartmaker-data-78746291193.nyc3.digitaloceanspaces.com/image/fc770aa0c4cdddc.png)
226e04 Loneliness made me want to kill myself when I was young, nearly has success in it too. Loneliness is apparent when that person didnt have anybody, except I knew I had people, but it seemed like they never wanted to have me as I began to change.
![[7318ce] I mean, you did hurt my feelings alot. But I feel like what's more important is that you seem kind of lonely. Is that why you're doing this?](http://pixelartmaker-data-78746291193.nyc3.digitaloceanspaces.com/image/b2e2bd4848e6674.png)
7318ce I mean, you did hurt my feelings alot. But I feel like what's more important is that you seem kind of lonely. Is that why you're doing this?
![[226e04] So very helpful of a friend I suppose, best they tell you to not indulge in one of my topics for too long either.](http://pixelartmaker-data-78746291193.nyc3.digitaloceanspaces.com/image/d4727e3e1c44a5e.png)
226e04 So very helpful of a friend I suppose, best they tell you to not indulge in one of my topics for too long either.
![[226e04] Pepper should know better, giving you some fairly basic advice as to avoid a conversation unsatisfactory.](http://pixelartmaker-data-78746291193.nyc3.digitaloceanspaces.com/image/719e0c857383cb2.png)
226e04 Pepper should know better, giving you some fairly basic advice as to avoid a conversation unsatisfactory.
![[7318ce] Pepper told me to read back and we talked over some of the stuff, I'm trying to be more straightforward I guess-](http://pixelartmaker-data-78746291193.nyc3.digitaloceanspaces.com/image/0749e549b486cf6.png)
7318ce Pepper told me to read back and we talked over some of the stuff, I'm trying to be more straightforward I guess-
![[226e04] But i didn't think you could cry. You always seemed like you try to never let yourself get too far one way or the other, so I keep wondering what that void is in your head thats getting... angsy.](http://pixelartmaker-data-78746291193.nyc3.digitaloceanspaces.com/image/83ee567c9ef130c.png)
226e04 But i didn't think you could cry. You always seemed like you try to never let yourself get too far one way or the other, so I keep wondering what that void is in your head thats getting... angsy.
![[226e04] You never fail to meet my expectations, asking for specifications almost immediately. So straightforward, so... unlike you on a tuesday night.](http://pixelartmaker-data-78746291193.nyc3.digitaloceanspaces.com/image/0e2141dc98af95f.png)
226e04 You never fail to meet my expectations, asking for specifications almost immediately. So straightforward, so... unlike you on a tuesday night.
![[7318ce] I meant like what do you know specifically about me-](http://pixelartmaker-data-78746291193.nyc3.digitaloceanspaces.com/image/5cded0121ee8659.png)
7318ce I meant like what do you know specifically about me-
![[226e04] And humans tend to act in very human ways, in so many different ways.](http://pixelartmaker-data-78746291193.nyc3.digitaloceanspaces.com/image/f2edd056bf8ff5e.png)
226e04 And humans tend to act in very human ways, in so many different ways.
![[226e04] Oh, i'll gladly answer that. I know that you're human, thats all it will ever be to my evaluation.](http://pixelartmaker-data-78746291193.nyc3.digitaloceanspaces.com/image/75b379ffa49aa43.png)
226e04 Oh, i'll gladly answer that. I know that you're human, thats all it will ever be to my evaluation.
![[7318ce] Well yeah provoking responses is what a conversation is is it not-](http://pixelartmaker-data-78746291193.nyc3.digitaloceanspaces.com/image/f0a103365b83834.png)
7318ce Well yeah provoking responses is what a conversation is is it not-
![[226e04] Its a funny idea, to think you'd get so enticed by my actions you tried to put a front towards, and yet here you are trying to provoke responses.](http://pixelartmaker-data-78746291193.nyc3.digitaloceanspaces.com/image/abfe638bd532b83.png)
226e04 Its a funny idea, to think you'd get so enticed by my actions you tried to put a front towards, and yet here you are trying to provoke responses.
![[7318ce] Im kind of curious now- what do you know about me?](http://pixelartmaker-data-78746291193.nyc3.digitaloceanspaces.com/image/e6d805a4cdb44c0.png)
7318ce Im kind of curious now- what do you know about me?
![[7318ce] Do you?](http://pixelartmaker-data-78746291193.nyc3.digitaloceanspaces.com/image/219e4330af7921f.png)
7318ce Do you?
![[226e04] Or maybe, you never knew me at all](http://pixelartmaker-data-78746291193.nyc3.digitaloceanspaces.com/image/1585d1f4f5b4543.png)
226e04 Or maybe, you never knew me at all
![[226e04] Afterall, you dont know shit and you should know that.](http://pixelartmaker-data-78746291193.nyc3.digitaloceanspaces.com/image/acd13eb2a780586.png)
226e04 Afterall, you dont know shit and you should know that.
![[7318ce] ... uh-](http://pixelartmaker-data-78746291193.nyc3.digitaloceanspaces.com/image/59fc84fd002a33a.png)
7318ce ... uh-
![[226e04] If you want a talk with me, you'd need to genuinely try to talk, rather than conveniently setting up for something you wanna say by asking me overly assumptious questions.](http://pixelartmaker-data-78746291193.nyc3.digitaloceanspaces.com/image/3681ff525afa19b.png)
226e04 If you want a talk with me, you'd need to genuinely try to talk, rather than conveniently setting up for something you wanna say by asking me overly assumptious questions.
![[7318ce] And you're speaking like you know everything about everyone here- I'm pretty sure they do stuff outside of pam that you have no idea about.](http://pixelartmaker-data-78746291193.nyc3.digitaloceanspaces.com/image/3fb174869fc5bf0.png)
7318ce And you're speaking like you know everything about everyone here- I'm pretty sure they do stuff outside of pam that you have no idea about.
![[7318ce] So uh- Everyone should be like you?? That would be good?](http://pixelartmaker-data-78746291193.nyc3.digitaloceanspaces.com/image/9e5c2f9743a186c.png)
7318ce So uh- Everyone should be like you?? That would be good?
![[226e04] Right or wrong, moral or immoral, just or unjust, with me or against me. all the same shit](http://pixelartmaker-data-78746291193.nyc3.digitaloceanspaces.com/image/180fd07aa0dbc90.png)
226e04 Right or wrong, moral or immoral, just or unjust, with me or against me. all the same shit
![[226e04] I am honestly so sick of trying to be normal around these people, they never desire to be anything more, stagnant people](http://pixelartmaker-data-78746291193.nyc3.digitaloceanspaces.com/image/6da4759a1943752.png)
226e04 I am honestly so sick of trying to be normal around these people, they never desire to be anything more, stagnant people
![[226e04] Everyone is smart, everyone has the same likeness to recognize things. They just don't tend to look deep enough to see how.](http://pixelartmaker-data-78746291193.nyc3.digitaloceanspaces.com/image/6999dc24069250b.png)
226e04 Everyone is smart, everyone has the same likeness to recognize things. They just don't tend to look deep enough to see how.
![[7318ce] So like- everyone here is just- completely dumb or something?](http://pixelartmaker-data-78746291193.nyc3.digitaloceanspaces.com/image/7856a0b231a4d71.png)
7318ce So like- everyone here is just- completely dumb or something?
![[226e04] Every time they talk to me, I get a little bit more angst, a bit more twitchy and my mind races as I feel my body heating to an uncomfortable fever, my hands go numb as my head aches like its no tomorrow. Every part of me screaming at the audacity of someone who can't see their own actions.](http://pixelartmaker-data-78746291193.nyc3.digitaloceanspaces.com/image/d059f34e49fdda5.png)
226e04 Every time they talk to me, I get a little bit more angst, a bit more twitchy and my mind races as I feel my body heating to an uncomfortable fever, my hands go numb as my head aches like its no tomorrow. Every part of me screaming at the audacity of someone who can't see their own actions.
![[7318ce] ... What did people do for you to want them to hate you?](http://pixelartmaker-data-78746291193.nyc3.digitaloceanspaces.com/image/35629ab2f528fe9.png)
7318ce ... What did people do for you to want them to hate you?
![[226e04] Yeah, I am losing it and I've decided to take matters into my own hands to be as spiteful as possible. Nothing I say is flattery or exaggerated, I genuinely want them to kill themselves for being such a vile, nasty person.](http://pixelartmaker-data-78746291193.nyc3.digitaloceanspaces.com/image/532feaa16066061.png)
226e04 Yeah, I am losing it and I've decided to take matters into my own hands to be as spiteful as possible. Nothing I say is flattery or exaggerated, I genuinely want them to kill themselves for being such a vile, nasty person.
![[7318ce] Yes- ANYWAYS what is up with you TP? Everyones telling me you're losing it-](http://pixelartmaker-data-78746291193.nyc3.digitaloceanspaces.com/image/5de620a6ff72317.png)
7318ce Yes- ANYWAYS what is up with you TP? Everyones telling me you're losing it-
![[226e04] still here?](http://pixelartmaker-data-78746291193.nyc3.digitaloceanspaces.com/image/3aabc7f5f47a68b.png)
226e04 still here?
![[7318ce] AHDFSKJDF Im here](http://pixelartmaker-data-78746291193.nyc3.digitaloceanspaces.com/image/22ffea9737603c8.png)
7318ce AHDFSKJDF Im here
![[2d3d39] Hm...](http://pixelartmaker-data-78746291193.nyc3.digitaloceanspaces.com/image/2e80efbc87a8260.png)
2d3d39 Hm...
![[226e04] That was a good talk, wheres he at?](http://pixelartmaker-data-78746291193.nyc3.digitaloceanspaces.com/image/4edff1005cf9d53.png)
226e04 That was a good talk, wheres he at?
![[9a74ae] Steak.](http://pixelartmaker-data-78746291193.nyc3.digitaloceanspaces.com/image/3e598c31657feeb.png)
9a74ae Steak.
![[f48c0f] Hi peepee](http://pixelartmaker-data-78746291193.nyc3.digitaloceanspaces.com/image/9bf764360e39120.png)
f48c0f Hi peepee
![[f48c0f]](http://pixelartmaker-data-78746291193.nyc3.digitaloceanspaces.com/image/31d7c9aa35b2686.png)
f48c0f
![[7318ce] ...TP?](http://pixelartmaker-data-78746291193.nyc3.digitaloceanspaces.com/image/d8624eb1701ec25.png)
7318ce ...TP?
![[f2b8c0] Just remember what I said and don't freak out.](http://pixelartmaker-data-78746291193.nyc3.digitaloceanspaces.com/image/73ac4f1eb59bbfe.png)
f2b8c0 Just remember what I said and don't freak out.