d6b045 I made phase 3 aka the fusion (Maniacal Insanity Trio)
d16c15 I think jeroxal might be coming back in 2 and half hours
d6b045 I'd pick gore sans
d16c15 The sextet could have gore or Madness in it (Btw im jeroxals friend)
d6b045 Maniacal Insanity Quintet
d6b045 The Maniakarupasu
d6b045 Maniacal Insanity Quartet
d6b045 Me: Dang it no one's here
d6b045 Me: alright it's time... *Starts up Trio.exe*
d6b045 (Bruh the channel is deds)
d6b045 (I'm back bois)
72811c me too, and same with you
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72811c whoops wrong channel
72811c i actually was very close to killing myself. I woke up one time while sitting against my wall, and my neck felt like it was going to snap. I COULD have snapped it right then and there but i didnt
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72811c have you heard of sleep paralysis? It's what happens when you are asleep, and it pretty much keeps your body from doing things in your sleep. However, it is possible to wake up while being temporary paralyzed, which happened to me. I was awake, but not awake. I couldn't move at all no matter how hard i tried. I tried to wake up but i couldn't, so i thought that i was already awake. I was stuck in my bed unable to move until i got so scared that i woke up from pure fear. It was one of the scariest moments of my life
d959ff i wanna speak to you without it being in this channel so lets go to the undertalerp channel..
72811c thanks
d959ff also i think you are sane
d959ff I woke up one time and I was screaming crying in pain on my entire body i banged my head on my wall and was punching myself
72811c but one last question, do you think im mentally insane? because that's what i think about myself
72811c *sigh* i don't want to talk about this anymore. Lets do or talk about something else please
72811c the reason why i was almost sent to the hospital, was because i wouldn't stop screaming for 2 hours straight one night. I was screaming, crying, biting my arms, destroying my stuff. And now my family has to worry about me. I just want the screams to stop
d959ff ... finally.. someone understands... how it feels...
72811c if you don't want to be friends, i understand
72811c ..............just forget about my problems. It's better if you do
72811c i just don't want people to worry about me. Nobody deserves the burden of taking care of me
d959ff ...
72811c i am super stressed because i am really sad, i don't know why i just am, and everyday i have to wake up and pretend that everything is okay and that i'm happy. I don't want anyone else to be unhappy because of me, so i try to pretend im ok so that everyone else won't worry about me, but it's just so hard to fake being happy every dam day. And NOW, i can't even keep my own dam family happy. IT'S SO DAM HARD TRYING TO HIDE MY SADNESS ALL THE DAM TIME. I SAY IM JUST TIRED OR IM FINE, BUT I AM NOT FINE. AND NOW MY FAMILY IS WORRIED ABOUT ME, AND NOW THEY HAVE TO BE STRESSED ABOUT ME AND MY DEPRESSION. I JUST WANT EVERYONE TO BE HAPPY AND NOT HAVE TO WORRY ABOUT ME
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d959ff I thought we was rping
72811c *sigh* don't do what i do. It's makes everything worse
72811c why does that have to be so DAM HARD TO MAKE OTHERS HAPPY
72811c i think i might know...............oh, i was almost taken to the hospital because of my depression
d959ff nah that's fine.. that's not what I'm talking about
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