![[90896a] It's hard to believe I got to this point. When I first started, I don't think anyone knew I existed. Can I find a balance between then and now? Where I'm not overwhelmed by people but people still know I'm here?](http://pixelartmaker-data-78746291193.nyc3.digitaloceanspaces.com/image/d71eef9d6b61d76.png)
90896a It's hard to believe I got to this point. When I first started, I don't think anyone knew I existed. Can I find a balance between then and now? Where I'm not overwhelmed by people but people still know I'm here?
![[be82ba] Only two..?](http://pixelartmaker-data-78746291193.nyc3.digitaloceanspaces.com/image/5a000e292d02062.png)
be82ba Only two..?
![[90896a] And I honestly want to know why that is. Why can't PAM survive without me? All I've ever done is roleplay, and that's all I'm good for anymore. I was gonna be the "recreator" but then you started doing that and now you're way faster than me. So I'm not good for any kind of art projects. I'm just a roleplay partner. But I'm one of like twenty roleplayers. Why am I the one everyone revolves around?](http://pixelartmaker-data-78746291193.nyc3.digitaloceanspaces.com/image/be1df002dd2bd8d.png)
90896a And I honestly want to know why that is. Why can't PAM survive without me? All I've ever done is roleplay, and that's all I'm good for anymore. I was gonna be the "recreator" but then you started doing that and now you're way faster than me. So I'm not good for any kind of art projects. I'm just a roleplay partner. But I'm one of like twenty roleplayers. Why am I the one everyone revolves around?
![[8f8d6f] sprite now found](http://pixelartmaker-data-78746291193.nyc3.digitaloceanspaces.com/image/009cdd8f5ad37b7.png)
8f8d6f sprite now found
![[222100] whats going on you guys? is there something wrong?](http://pixelartmaker-data-78746291193.nyc3.digitaloceanspaces.com/image/c54720fe43b8dfb.png)
222100 whats going on you guys? is there something wrong?
![[95be89] Brb...](http://pixelartmaker-data-78746291193.nyc3.digitaloceanspaces.com/image/c43900dfeed757a.png)
95be89 Brb...
![[90896a] Well, as I explained yesterday, I've already basically criticized two people for being depressed for my own selfish gain. So yeah, I won't be surprised if I'm the next person everyone hates. Maybe that'll at least get some pressure off my back...](http://pixelartmaker-data-78746291193.nyc3.digitaloceanspaces.com/image/f9f2fd49fa66294.png)
90896a Well, as I explained yesterday, I've already basically criticized two people for being depressed for my own selfish gain. So yeah, I won't be surprised if I'm the next person everyone hates. Maybe that'll at least get some pressure off my back...
![[222100] a a a a a a what is th is](http://pixelartmaker-data-78746291193.nyc3.digitaloceanspaces.com/image/3dc4fb933321b54.png)
222100 a a a a a a what is th is
![[95be89] So, in terms... You somewhat control PAM...](http://pixelartmaker-data-78746291193.nyc3.digitaloceanspaces.com/image/aa28ac60626f571.png)
95be89 So, in terms... You somewhat control PAM...
![[95be89] Unlike, me... You might be able to actually take a break... But it appears PAM, runs... On you... That when you`re not around... No one is...](http://pixelartmaker-data-78746291193.nyc3.digitaloceanspaces.com/image/da238b76e1d3cdf.png)
95be89 Unlike, me... You might be able to actually take a break... But it appears PAM, runs... On you... That when you`re not around... No one is...
![[95be89] Chris... I tried being nice in my early days... Yet, look at where that got me... You`re falling into the same issue... Where all the negativity of PAM, weighs onto you... And yet no matter how hard you try to fight it, it just leaks out and you end up saying or doing something mean... Which soon leads downwards into a spire of anger...](http://pixelartmaker-data-78746291193.nyc3.digitaloceanspaces.com/image/4e02e3a1a73e4ce.png)
95be89 Chris... I tried being nice in my early days... Yet, look at where that got me... You`re falling into the same issue... Where all the negativity of PAM, weighs onto you... And yet no matter how hard you try to fight it, it just leaks out and you end up saying or doing something mean... Which soon leads downwards into a spire of anger...
![[222100] a a a a a a what is th is](http://pixelartmaker-data-78746291193.nyc3.digitaloceanspaces.com/image/e611f0680ff60cf.png)
222100 a a a a a a what is th is
![[90896a] Yeah, I just ended up talking to myself there. And I'm doing it again. Christ.](http://pixelartmaker-data-78746291193.nyc3.digitaloceanspaces.com/image/f03842c4db46b8f.png)
90896a Yeah, I just ended up talking to myself there. And I'm doing it again. Christ.
![[2c5112] danganronpa pixel sprite base](http://pixelartmaker-data-78746291193.nyc3.digitaloceanspaces.com/image/402ce658d326fb8.png)
2c5112 danganronpa pixel sprite base
![[90896a] Well, you should've been-- Ugh, why is everything I want to say mean? I'm not usually like this! I've alway tried to be nice to people online.](http://pixelartmaker-data-78746291193.nyc3.digitaloceanspaces.com/image/1dd121a404146bd.png)
90896a Well, you should've been-- Ugh, why is everything I want to say mean? I'm not usually like this! I've alway tried to be nice to people online.
![[e99e15] Super Mario Bros. new colour pallete](http://pixelartmaker-data-78746291193.nyc3.digitaloceanspaces.com/image/53c2293c0fd69a2.png)
e99e15 Super Mario Bros. new colour pallete
![[038bf1] Also, yeah. It's prob not helpin.](http://pixelartmaker-data-78746291193.nyc3.digitaloceanspaces.com/image/3de21b8540eb2f0.png)
038bf1 Also, yeah. It's prob not helpin.
![[038bf1] Yeah, everybody's been drivin off. Including me, so Imma leave you to be by yourself!](http://pixelartmaker-data-78746291193.nyc3.digitaloceanspaces.com/image/50db7712b6bcb5d.png)
038bf1 Yeah, everybody's been drivin off. Including me, so Imma leave you to be by yourself!
![[90896a] Gunther, whatever you're doing, it's not going to help anything.](http://pixelartmaker-data-78746291193.nyc3.digitaloceanspaces.com/image/1c554627c1e64e6.png)
90896a Gunther, whatever you're doing, it's not going to help anything.
![[222100] okokok i can explain- honestly i didnt read anywhere not to use the forbidden signs and my friends just use em to mess around tbh- im sorry for any trouble ive cause i honestly didnt k n o w](http://pixelartmaker-data-78746291193.nyc3.digitaloceanspaces.com/image/1058124e0e00837.png)
222100 okokok i can explain- honestly i didnt read anywhere not to use the forbidden signs and my friends just use em to mess around tbh- im sorry for any trouble ive cause i honestly didnt k n o w
![[038bf1] ...](http://pixelartmaker-data-78746291193.nyc3.digitaloceanspaces.com/image/7dd3007e2ab996c.png)
038bf1 ...
![[038bf1] ...](http://pixelartmaker-data-78746291193.nyc3.digitaloceanspaces.com/image/b24ae1c4c9a063a.png)
038bf1 ...
![[038bf1] ...](http://pixelartmaker-data-78746291193.nyc3.digitaloceanspaces.com/image/f5bd3f6ea666549.png)
038bf1 ...
![[5f894b] Imma go n0w](http://pixelartmaker-data-78746291193.nyc3.digitaloceanspaces.com/image/58094f41300be29.png)
5f894b Imma go n0w
![[90896a] Jeez, I've apparently become the master of driving people off...](http://pixelartmaker-data-78746291193.nyc3.digitaloceanspaces.com/image/905646a6e061ef4.png)
90896a Jeez, I've apparently become the master of driving people off...
![[038bf1] ...](http://pixelartmaker-data-78746291193.nyc3.digitaloceanspaces.com/image/5198456975aa1bf.png)
038bf1 ...
![[5f894b] I blame Salem for doing this because we told him not to and he did anyways](http://pixelartmaker-data-78746291193.nyc3.digitaloceanspaces.com/image/7ec438fcdfdd40e.png)
5f894b I blame Salem for doing this because we told him not to and he did anyways
![[5f894b] I blame Salem for doing this because we told him not to and he did anyways](http://pixelartmaker-data-78746291193.nyc3.digitaloceanspaces.com/image/332c4629ae2352d.png)
5f894b I blame Salem for doing this because we told him not to and he did anyways
![[038bf1] I don't know you peeps.](http://pixelartmaker-data-78746291193.nyc3.digitaloceanspaces.com/image/a0b173757d7891d.png)
038bf1 I don't know you peeps.
![[222100] i want to die- ill just g o](http://pixelartmaker-data-78746291193.nyc3.digitaloceanspaces.com/image/f787200c2cc9275.png)
222100 i want to die- ill just g o
![[96c78c] i dont think they're coming](http://pixelartmaker-data-78746291193.nyc3.digitaloceanspaces.com/image/0f78b908e834908.png)
96c78c i dont think they're coming
![[90896a] (Can't draw, need help with Gir's dog disguise. Just help the ears look like ears, please.) | -Chris](http://pixelartmaker-data-78746291193.nyc3.digitaloceanspaces.com/image/f51b92775ce982a.png)
90896a (Can't draw, need help with Gir's dog disguise. Just help the ears look like ears, please.) | -Chris
![[038bf1] Kk, byeeeeeeeee.](http://pixelartmaker-data-78746291193.nyc3.digitaloceanspaces.com/image/9d46be019e15d34.png)
038bf1 Kk, byeeeeeeeee.
![[cef114] Whyyyy. I want my sprite that I stole off the internet thats apparently for UNDERSTORY to be left alone](http://pixelartmaker-data-78746291193.nyc3.digitaloceanspaces.com/image/cc4dc00385265b2.png)
cef114 Whyyyy. I want my sprite that I stole off the internet thats apparently for UNDERSTORY to be left alone
![[2c5112] danganronpa pixel sprite base](http://pixelartmaker-data-78746291193.nyc3.digitaloceanspaces.com/image/60ffb54e6247ad3.png)
2c5112 danganronpa pixel sprite base
![[95be89] Gtg...](http://pixelartmaker-data-78746291193.nyc3.digitaloceanspaces.com/image/25c61aa06f9bcd3.png)
95be89 Gtg...
![[c7a051] im sorry](http://pixelartmaker-data-78746291193.nyc3.digitaloceanspaces.com/image/03e2ef2d7505098.png)
c7a051 im sorry
![[ca8ee4] i'm going bye](http://pixelartmaker-data-78746291193.nyc3.digitaloceanspaces.com/image/bd59a667895ea26.png)
ca8ee4 i'm going bye
![[cef114] What did we do to deserve this](http://pixelartmaker-data-78746291193.nyc3.digitaloceanspaces.com/image/194e52cb476b15a.png)
cef114 What did we do to deserve this
![[95be89] Cause I can... It`s my own character after all...](http://pixelartmaker-data-78746291193.nyc3.digitaloceanspaces.com/image/c4d39b061ed61c6.png)
95be89 Cause I can... It`s my own character after all...
![[cef114] What did we do to deserve this](http://pixelartmaker-data-78746291193.nyc3.digitaloceanspaces.com/image/7b83a4f2858c901.png)
cef114 What did we do to deserve this