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038bf1 Ah. May I ask how it went Rare?

be82ba Update: Everythings chill. Red alert has been lowered.

038bf1 I sound like a righteous maniac.

038bf1 We know life will throw us these kinds of things. Things which might seem impossible to recover from. Things we think will be terrible for PAM. Look where we are now. A little rusty, but as long as PAM is rp-ing and is still a chat-room, we'll make it through.

038bf1 Chris, I may not know much about PAM. I may not know much about drama. I don't even know anybody here. But I'm sure this might blow over. There might be a few arguments, a few haters, but we all are still the same. What's changed? This is life, and this is PAM. We can't do anything to change that.

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038bf1 Heya newbie! Haven't got the chance to talk to you yet!

90896a I'm probably one of the few people here who isn't depressed, nor have I ever seriously considered self-harm or suicide. I'll be fine. I just feel like an asshole.

038bf1 Listen, excuse or not, this may affect PAM, but maybe for the better. You learn about yourself, Goopi does as well, maybe even more, and we can grow as people yes?

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038bf1 Anyways... I hope you're okay about this... and that you recover soon... PAM doesn't want to lose one of you, and we don't wanna lose BOTH of you either...

90896a I don't think I can blame is on being tired and irritable, either. That really sounds like an excuse.

038bf1 But uh... I can't stay mad at anybody. I have been bad at times, noted, but I'm still trying to fix that.

038bf1 I really wanna slap you rn. Also, I didn't say, but the stick thing was funny.

90896a I'm able to do that at times. You saw that with KS and the stick thing I did. Then there's other times where I'm like "Oh my god, shut up, half the world is depressed, you're not special." But I never say that out loud, of course.

038bf1 But Chris... I just hope that it doesn't stop you from being the good person you are (sometimes lol) and doing what's right.

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038bf1 I dunno what to say at this point. I guess you're... right? Either way, it shouldn't stop you from doing the right thing and cheering them up.

90896a But again, there's the problem of nobody listens when their friends here try to cheer them up. In some cases it just sinks them lower (or at least they act like it does (and there I go again with the "attention whores" thought.)) Like, why complain here and look for people to help you and cheer you up when you're not even going to listen to them?

038bf1 True, but what if they can't afford it? What if (For some reason) it doesn't help? And (they for some reason decide to) come here to talk about it? None of us are pros and none of us really know what we're saying, but hell, we can at least boost confidence.

90896a But half of these people need professionals, not just "Oh, it'll be okay." No one ever even listens to "It'll be okay" anyway.

038bf1 But really, ya never know.

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038bf1 I understand completely where you are coming from. But sometimes, people come here to seek comfort, somebody to help them, to tell them it'll all be fine. That's why some people come here with these problems.

90896a It's kind of a chain. "Depressed people don't talk about their depression, why is he talking about his depression?" to "How many times is he going to mention that he's depressed?" to "This is ridiculous, he's being an attention whore." A chain like that.

90896a ... I think I'm getting tired of hearing about depression and suicide because it happens so often, especially around here, and I feel like depressed people normally hide what they feel. I'm used to the idea that a person with depression will pretend they don't have it, or at least won't talk about it. I'm even writing a story where the main character has depression and, spoiler alert, commits suicide at the end. But he hides it, he won't say a word about it until he has no choice and even then he won't say everything. So I have this mindset that depressed people typically hide their depression, and seeing it happen so often here I guess my mind just goes "Hey, that's not how real depressed people act." And with it happening so often, it really starts to feel ingenuine, so I get the thought "they're looking for attention" which can't be true. But I think they're fishing for attention and that's what makes me annoyed about it. It's kind of a chain. "Depressed people don't talk about thei

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90896a That's the thing, I don't know if it's totally true or not. So, you tell me.

038bf1 Chris?

038bf1 Chris. Excuses are lies. It can only be an excuse to me if it's a lie.

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038bf1 And trust me. If you knew me irl, I'd be the same way.

90896a Speaking of explaining... I think I came up with at least one explanation for why I feel the way I do about this topic. Or it may be just an excuse, I don't know.

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038bf1 Listen, I get it! We all can be like that, and you don't have to explain.

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90896a And when I'm even simply annoyed... I'm kind of a bitch.

90896a You heard/saw me say that I try to be nice on the internet. IRL I just get annoyed by everybody.

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