![[8cc793] pfp](http://pixelartmaker-data-78746291193.nyc3.digitaloceanspaces.com/image/a355c8d1b8f7771.png)
8cc793 pfp
![[91d841] (To Leb for the wiki)First design of SpringRat](http://pixelartmaker-data-78746291193.nyc3.digitaloceanspaces.com/image/66f11833a661a0e.png)
91d841 (To Leb for the wiki)First design of SpringRat
![[ce28af] no thank needed anyway I'll go back to my den.](http://pixelartmaker-data-78746291193.nyc3.digitaloceanspaces.com/image/990a6e5c8af9cf0.png)
ce28af no thank needed anyway I'll go back to my den.
![[b0303f] i fucking love you all. i don't feel like this won't be the last of my breakdowns, but it'll be the final one for now. i love you](http://pixelartmaker-data-78746291193.nyc3.digitaloceanspaces.com/image/15c1857aa2746dc.png)
b0303f i fucking love you all. i don't feel like this won't be the last of my breakdowns, but it'll be the final one for now. i love you
![[fbde29] I CAN?](http://pixelartmaker-data-78746291193.nyc3.digitaloceanspaces.com/image/6913ecce34d0c77.png)
fbde29 I CAN?
![[ce28af] ah yes I remember this... just like old PAM](http://pixelartmaker-data-78746291193.nyc3.digitaloceanspaces.com/image/f9d586581b593b0.png)
ce28af ah yes I remember this... just like old PAM
![[ad439c] Ronan make a google meet](http://pixelartmaker-data-78746291193.nyc3.digitaloceanspaces.com/image/f4afedcfdab6998.png)
ad439c Ronan make a google meet
![[22e890] ... please keep that in mind ... we do care about you plant](http://pixelartmaker-data-78746291193.nyc3.digitaloceanspaces.com/image/589d7dafb97e000.png)
22e890 ... please keep that in mind ... we do care about you plant
![[fbde29] Did someone say G o o g l e M e e t ?](http://pixelartmaker-data-78746291193.nyc3.digitaloceanspaces.com/image/b71c4e761a065e9.png)
fbde29 Did someone say G o o g l e M e e t ?
![[b0303f] i still don't think myself any different, nor do i think that i'll ever get out of this mindset. but i feel as if i just heard what i needed to hear. genuine care from people](http://pixelartmaker-data-78746291193.nyc3.digitaloceanspaces.com/image/b8a35674697f411.png)
b0303f i still don't think myself any different, nor do i think that i'll ever get out of this mindset. but i feel as if i just heard what i needed to hear. genuine care from people
![[c546c6] Wizard from terraria](http://pixelartmaker-data-78746291193.nyc3.digitaloceanspaces.com/image/a518396e6bc0a27.png)
c546c6 Wizard from terraria
![[c546c6] Wizard from terraria](http://pixelartmaker-data-78746291193.nyc3.digitaloceanspaces.com/image/849202f6c4fa0d9.png)
c546c6 Wizard from terraria
![[22e890] ...](http://pixelartmaker-data-78746291193.nyc3.digitaloceanspaces.com/image/8922ca33d249f09.png)
22e890 ...
![[583245] Anyway... I'll just go back to the depths of hell... -Causally leaves in a demonic rune-](http://pixelartmaker-data-78746291193.nyc3.digitaloceanspaces.com/image/a83a4a67ecab2ec.png)
583245 Anyway... I'll just go back to the depths of hell... -Causally leaves in a demonic rune-
![[ad439c] Seeing you sad makes me sad. Seeing you happy makes me happy.](http://pixelartmaker-data-78746291193.nyc3.digitaloceanspaces.com/image/6d6ecae8efd411e.png)
ad439c Seeing you sad makes me sad. Seeing you happy makes me happy.
![[91d841] Autumn-Plant I may never try to help but that only cause I fear I will only make things worse,and sometimes I never notice you need help,and that is y fault,Plant from now on if you need help,come to one of us to talk to](http://pixelartmaker-data-78746291193.nyc3.digitaloceanspaces.com/image/4227929edc1d9be.png)
91d841 Autumn-Plant I may never try to help but that only cause I fear I will only make things worse,and sometimes I never notice you need help,and that is y fault,Plant from now on if you need help,come to one of us to talk to
![[ad439c] But yeah Plant I love you bro. You are legit my #1 Bro on PAM.](http://pixelartmaker-data-78746291193.nyc3.digitaloceanspaces.com/image/68e625c823f0c8d.png)
ad439c But yeah Plant I love you bro. You are legit my #1 Bro on PAM.
![[ad439c] We were on the google meet reacting to everything that just happened btw which was why I didn't say much](http://pixelartmaker-data-78746291193.nyc3.digitaloceanspaces.com/image/1dbe51a1e07097e.png)
ad439c We were on the google meet reacting to everything that just happened btw which was why I didn't say much
![[583245] Don't you fucking dare, Theron. Now is not the time to cut the wrong wire of this short fused maniac.](http://pixelartmaker-data-78746291193.nyc3.digitaloceanspaces.com/image/63d66a9a2b23484.png)
583245 Don't you fucking dare, Theron. Now is not the time to cut the wrong wire of this short fused maniac.
![[b0303f] i fucking love you guys more than i do myself. and i even forgive the shit you guys done](http://pixelartmaker-data-78746291193.nyc3.digitaloceanspaces.com/image/da85819f759cb5d.png)
b0303f i fucking love you guys more than i do myself. and i even forgive the shit you guys done
![[fbde29] frig, gotta LOAD dishwasher.](http://pixelartmaker-data-78746291193.nyc3.digitaloceanspaces.com/image/c799f84c54a5fc0.png)
fbde29 frig, gotta LOAD dishwasher.
![[d6e9f2] And people realize why I have way too many breakdowns.](http://pixelartmaker-data-78746291193.nyc3.digitaloceanspaces.com/image/c90dfb835cd338d.png)
d6e9f2 And people realize why I have way too many breakdowns.
![[ce28af] you also need to learn that too Terrie but eh *goes back to meh channel*](http://pixelartmaker-data-78746291193.nyc3.digitaloceanspaces.com/image/7c2ef17bfb3a14f.png)
ce28af you also need to learn that too Terrie but eh *goes back to meh channel*
![[583245] I already did that before you told me to just to check so "no u", but just yeah Plant, even me... Of ALL people still care about ya even if you treat me so poorly because well- I actually realized what kind of shit you put yourself through and how you treat yourself...](http://pixelartmaker-data-78746291193.nyc3.digitaloceanspaces.com/image/ef3dcbe0bfb0c7a.png)
583245 I already did that before you told me to just to check so "no u", but just yeah Plant, even me... Of ALL people still care about ya even if you treat me so poorly because well- I actually realized what kind of shit you put yourself through and how you treat yourself...
![[fbde29] Ok, so plant had a complete mental breakdown.](http://pixelartmaker-data-78746291193.nyc3.digitaloceanspaces.com/image/cab1a91358dc221.png)
fbde29 Ok, so plant had a complete mental breakdown.
![[ce28af] hrm looks like I'm late... oh well. Adding a little sprinkles on the ice cream of support](http://pixelartmaker-data-78746291193.nyc3.digitaloceanspaces.com/image/d17b21a2607d832.png)
ce28af hrm looks like I'm late... oh well. Adding a little sprinkles on the ice cream of support
![[fbde29] but ok, I'll do that.](http://pixelartmaker-data-78746291193.nyc3.digitaloceanspaces.com/image/18b2cef256802dd.png)
fbde29 but ok, I'll do that.
![[fbde29] No you scroll back 2 pages](http://pixelartmaker-data-78746291193.nyc3.digitaloceanspaces.com/image/9a9a57b2602288f.png)
fbde29 No you scroll back 2 pages
![[583245] Ronan, scroll back like two pages...](http://pixelartmaker-data-78746291193.nyc3.digitaloceanspaces.com/image/597c846eeb5d46f.png)
583245 Ronan, scroll back like two pages...
![[ce28af] aright I'm sick and tired of standing by. Plant telling yourself that no one loves you is the worst mistake anyone can make. It hurts you and Reduces your sanity to nothing and no you are not an attention whore. If you were that you would be doing this within rp and making a much larger fuss about it. People care about you. You are one of the main reasons why I stay on PAM is so then I can see you happy. and seeing you hurt like this just hurts everywhere. Calm down and process everything. It won't happen all at once. Hell it might be permanent but you can make that voice quiet down and learn it's place. Chu are Loved beyond most. No one hates chu at all and you need to see that... if you want to talk about this 1 on one you know where to find me.](http://pixelartmaker-data-78746291193.nyc3.digitaloceanspaces.com/image/9983f08bdde2d86.png)
ce28af aright I'm sick and tired of standing by. Plant telling yourself that no one loves you is the worst mistake anyone can make. It hurts you and Reduces your sanity to nothing and no you are not an attention whore. If you were that you would be doing this within rp and making a much larger fuss about it. People care about you. You are one of the main reasons why I stay on PAM is so then I can see you happy. and seeing you hurt like this just hurts everywhere. Calm down and process everything. It won't happen all at once. Hell it might be permanent but you can make that voice quiet down and learn it's place. Chu are Loved beyond most. No one hates chu at all and you need to see that... if you want to talk about this 1 on one you know where to find me.
![[22e890] ...](http://pixelartmaker-data-78746291193.nyc3.digitaloceanspaces.com/image/831f64b2996fdca.png)
22e890 ...
![[91d841] Autumn-Plant the fact the entirety of PAM agrees they care about you is fucking hard for one to even have happen,you Plant are a member of the PAM "Family" and Family helps Family](http://pixelartmaker-data-78746291193.nyc3.digitaloceanspaces.com/image/ef8487b80e98953.png)
91d841 Autumn-Plant the fact the entirety of PAM agrees they care about you is fucking hard for one to even have happen,you Plant are a member of the PAM "Family" and Family helps Family
![[b0303f] i wish i could express how thankful i am for having you guys convince me otherwise.](http://pixelartmaker-data-78746291193.nyc3.digitaloceanspaces.com/image/a70ac8c347c2bd5.png)
b0303f i wish i could express how thankful i am for having you guys convince me otherwise.
![[fbde29] can i please have a reason on whats going on here](http://pixelartmaker-data-78746291193.nyc3.digitaloceanspaces.com/image/1b0ddfb39cccd3e.png)
fbde29 can i please have a reason on whats going on here
![[d6e9f2] NECOAR-](http://pixelartmaker-data-78746291193.nyc3.digitaloceanspaces.com/image/71a443d435def81.png)
d6e9f2 NECOAR-
![[5a1e78] YEAAAAAAAAAAAAAA](http://pixelartmaker-data-78746291193.nyc3.digitaloceanspaces.com/image/b276c5a677a0c28.png)
5a1e78 YEAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
![[583245] I'm AFRAID to open up like you did in here before, because I'm afraid I'll only put myself in a even worst position I'm already in and well... Due to how some people continue to treat me here it doesn't help they fuel those lies and keep me from being-... Well... Soft... Open and comforting like this, man...](http://pixelartmaker-data-78746291193.nyc3.digitaloceanspaces.com/image/b98b04002cb0c7d.png)
583245 I'm AFRAID to open up like you did in here before, because I'm afraid I'll only put myself in a even worst position I'm already in and well... Due to how some people continue to treat me here it doesn't help they fuel those lies and keep me from being-... Well... Soft... Open and comforting like this, man...
![[b0303f] ...](http://pixelartmaker-data-78746291193.nyc3.digitaloceanspaces.com/image/780f0fff8a4ec91.png)
b0303f ...
![[583245] Much like you Plant, I keep forcing lies onto myself... I know it's not the right thing to do. I KNOW it's a problem and yet I've done it for so long it's hard to go back just to open up and find proper help due to the absolute hole I've put myself in over the last three years...](http://pixelartmaker-data-78746291193.nyc3.digitaloceanspaces.com/image/af611d721b1a3d1.png)
583245 Much like you Plant, I keep forcing lies onto myself... I know it's not the right thing to do. I KNOW it's a problem and yet I've done it for so long it's hard to go back just to open up and find proper help due to the absolute hole I've put myself in over the last three years...
![[22e890] you are not attention whore ... plant](http://pixelartmaker-data-78746291193.nyc3.digitaloceanspaces.com/image/811294ee2383099.png)
22e890 you are not attention whore ... plant
![[91d841] Autumn-You all are my friends,and all of you deserve help and care no matter what](http://pixelartmaker-data-78746291193.nyc3.digitaloceanspaces.com/image/479fc71627b40b9.png)
91d841 Autumn-You all are my friends,and all of you deserve help and care no matter what