![[583245] HAHAA... FUCKING WHY NOT?! IT'S DRIVING ME GOD DAMN INSANE ANYWAY! JUST FUCKING WHY NOT?! WHAT ELSE COULD I EVER DO TO EVEN CHANGE A GOD DAMN THING?!](http://pixelartmaker-data-78746291193.nyc3.digitaloceanspaces.com/image/8625d7f5f2beaeb.png)
583245 HAHAA... FUCKING WHY NOT?! IT'S DRIVING ME GOD DAMN INSANE ANYWAY! JUST FUCKING WHY NOT?! WHAT ELSE COULD I EVER DO TO EVEN CHANGE A GOD DAMN THING?!
![[c129f9] Milk](http://pixelartmaker-data-78746291193.nyc3.digitaloceanspaces.com/image/0660bc62d685403.png)
c129f9 Milk
![[583245] If people only see me as a fucking "Manipulative Power hungry Pedophile Psycho." Then why should I even bother keeping up the more normal act anymore?! WHY DON'T I JUST ACT THE WAY THESE FUCKS SEE ME AS HUH?! HOW ABOUT THAT!? CAUSE WHY NOT?!? IT'S NOT LIKE ME TRYING TO DO BETTER WILL MAKE ANYSORT OF A GOD DAMN DIFFERENCE. NOT LIKE BEING SORRY AND REALLY REGRETFUL WILL MATTER TO THEM! NOT IN THE FUCKING SLIGHTEST THAT'S JUST GUILT TRIPPING!](http://pixelartmaker-data-78746291193.nyc3.digitaloceanspaces.com/image/0492edd613b77a7.png)
583245 If people only see me as a fucking "Manipulative Power hungry Pedophile Psycho." Then why should I even bother keeping up the more normal act anymore?! WHY DON'T I JUST ACT THE WAY THESE FUCKS SEE ME AS HUH?! HOW ABOUT THAT!? CAUSE WHY NOT?!? IT'S NOT LIKE ME TRYING TO DO BETTER WILL MAKE ANYSORT OF A GOD DAMN DIFFERENCE. NOT LIKE BEING SORRY AND REALLY REGRETFUL WILL MATTER TO THEM! NOT IN THE FUCKING SLIGHTEST THAT'S JUST GUILT TRIPPING!
![[16e899] left_arrow.png](http://pixelartmaker-data-78746291193.nyc3.digitaloceanspaces.com/image/23f42858f3fe374.png)
16e899 left_arrow.png
![[38239e] nuke](http://pixelartmaker-data-78746291193.nyc3.digitaloceanspaces.com/image/5947e5ea2efb305.png)
38239e nuke
![[16e899] left_arrow.png](http://pixelartmaker-data-78746291193.nyc3.digitaloceanspaces.com/image/5a220324957f6b5.png)
16e899 left_arrow.png
![[583245] ... So I'm going to do something else.](http://pixelartmaker-data-78746291193.nyc3.digitaloceanspaces.com/image/5a8c723feed6217.png)
583245 ... So I'm going to do something else.
![[583245] I just- don't even know what to fucking say anymore! Cause at this point it'd be meaningless shit anyway!](http://pixelartmaker-data-78746291193.nyc3.digitaloceanspaces.com/image/619010cabc4c27e.png)
583245 I just- don't even know what to fucking say anymore! Cause at this point it'd be meaningless shit anyway!
![[583245] If anything Luna, is ONLY in this stupid fucking relationship because of Rozie. And it was more or less HER choice for what happened.](http://pixelartmaker-data-78746291193.nyc3.digitaloceanspaces.com/image/a26423d1ad59e08.png)
583245 If anything Luna, is ONLY in this stupid fucking relationship because of Rozie. And it was more or less HER choice for what happened.
![[b709b4] e](http://pixelartmaker-data-78746291193.nyc3.digitaloceanspaces.com/image/64ecfcca2152c09.png)
b709b4 e
![[a57263] Ok...](http://pixelartmaker-data-78746291193.nyc3.digitaloceanspaces.com/image/bfc41909c34608d.png)
a57263 Ok...
![[583245] HOW THE ACTUAL FUCK AM I MEANT TO DO ANYTHING RIGHT WHEN I'M THIS FAR DOWN?! WHAT THE ACTUAL FUCK AM I REALLY MEANT TO SAY ANYMORE WHEN NO MATTER WHAT THE FUCK I SAY IT'S ETHER GUILT TRIPPING, ME LYING OR SOME OTHER GOD DAMN FUCKING BULLSHIT EXCUSE TO MAKE ME LOOK BAD!? DESPITE ME AT LEAST TRYING?!](http://pixelartmaker-data-78746291193.nyc3.digitaloceanspaces.com/image/762aee45b037bdf.png)
583245 HOW THE ACTUAL FUCK AM I MEANT TO DO ANYTHING RIGHT WHEN I'M THIS FAR DOWN?! WHAT THE ACTUAL FUCK AM I REALLY MEANT TO SAY ANYMORE WHEN NO MATTER WHAT THE FUCK I SAY IT'S ETHER GUILT TRIPPING, ME LYING OR SOME OTHER GOD DAMN FUCKING BULLSHIT EXCUSE TO MAKE ME LOOK BAD!? DESPITE ME AT LEAST TRYING?!
![[a42a40] kai](http://pixelartmaker-data-78746291193.nyc3.digitaloceanspaces.com/image/fbb9a715c0140d6.png)
a42a40 kai
![[0f3ce7] ESO](http://pixelartmaker-data-78746291193.nyc3.digitaloceanspaces.com/image/694f1430090ca4a.png)
0f3ce7 ESO
![[fb7e3d] preasent](http://pixelartmaker-data-78746291193.nyc3.digitaloceanspaces.com/image/a002ce923364932.png)
fb7e3d preasent
![[c129f9] Egg](http://pixelartmaker-data-78746291193.nyc3.digitaloceanspaces.com/image/b4d9df971afec3f.png)
c129f9 Egg
![[583245] AND LIKE HOW I REACTED BACK THEN. VIOLENCE. ANGER, AND JUST REFUSING TO ADMIT BEING IN THE WRONG ONLY GOT ME OUT OF BAD SITUATIONS CAUSE SOMEHOW LYING WAS MORE TRUTHFUL TO MY OWN FAMILY THAN THE ACTUAL FUCKING TRUTH.](http://pixelartmaker-data-78746291193.nyc3.digitaloceanspaces.com/image/2ef212855154bff.png)
583245 AND LIKE HOW I REACTED BACK THEN. VIOLENCE. ANGER, AND JUST REFUSING TO ADMIT BEING IN THE WRONG ONLY GOT ME OUT OF BAD SITUATIONS CAUSE SOMEHOW LYING WAS MORE TRUTHFUL TO MY OWN FAMILY THAN THE ACTUAL FUCKING TRUTH.
![[124225] SH!OuterKiller](http://pixelartmaker-data-78746291193.nyc3.digitaloceanspaces.com/image/a48c4a9c9bb0acc.png)
124225 SH!OuterKiller
![[8a80f7] kai](http://pixelartmaker-data-78746291193.nyc3.digitaloceanspaces.com/image/fe697d16c42c02c.png)
8a80f7 kai
![[583245] IT'S FUCKING HOPELESS TO JUST- KEEP TRYING IN THE FUCKING SLIGHTEST ANYMORE.](http://pixelartmaker-data-78746291193.nyc3.digitaloceanspaces.com/image/38f0024bfb45b6f.png)
583245 IT'S FUCKING HOPELESS TO JUST- KEEP TRYING IN THE FUCKING SLIGHTEST ANYMORE.
![[583245] I LOST MY PROPER SENSE OF EMOTION LONG AGO. I CAN'T REALLY FEEL SADNESS OR SORROW, LET ALONE REAL REMORSE WHEN TO ME FEELING THAT WAY IS THE WRONG THING TO DO.](http://pixelartmaker-data-78746291193.nyc3.digitaloceanspaces.com/image/774acee9ede49c7.png)
583245 I LOST MY PROPER SENSE OF EMOTION LONG AGO. I CAN'T REALLY FEEL SADNESS OR SORROW, LET ALONE REAL REMORSE WHEN TO ME FEELING THAT WAY IS THE WRONG THING TO DO.
![[141c91] Pixel Cat Nali](http://pixelartmaker-data-78746291193.nyc3.digitaloceanspaces.com/image/e3262eb7b8be1c6.png)
141c91 Pixel Cat Nali
![[8e9501] Cadmus, Ignore him. It's Manipulation.](http://pixelartmaker-data-78746291193.nyc3.digitaloceanspaces.com/image/9dcc940fc88d547.png)
8e9501 Cadmus, Ignore him. It's Manipulation.
![[583245] HOW COULD I EVER BE SORRY WHEN EVERYTHING AROUND ME IN MY LIFE BEFORE THIS STUPID FUCKING SITE TAUGHT ME, BEING SORRY WON'T GET YOU ANYWHERE!?](http://pixelartmaker-data-78746291193.nyc3.digitaloceanspaces.com/image/0bda6413584a534.png)
583245 HOW COULD I EVER BE SORRY WHEN EVERYTHING AROUND ME IN MY LIFE BEFORE THIS STUPID FUCKING SITE TAUGHT ME, BEING SORRY WON'T GET YOU ANYWHERE!?
![[a57263] Terrie? You okay?](http://pixelartmaker-data-78746291193.nyc3.digitaloceanspaces.com/image/8a97f1beccb0f49.png)
a57263 Terrie? You okay?
![[583245] There is no way even trying would matter... No, to them it'd just me guilt tripping again! Cause of course I must be planning something evil in the background! He totally isn't fucking sorry and actually regrets his FUCKING IDIOTIC CHOICES.](http://pixelartmaker-data-78746291193.nyc3.digitaloceanspaces.com/image/669a1d71952770d.png)
583245 There is no way even trying would matter... No, to them it'd just me guilt tripping again! Cause of course I must be planning something evil in the background! He totally isn't fucking sorry and actually regrets his FUCKING IDIOTIC CHOICES.
![[e24d8e] Circel](http://pixelartmaker-data-78746291193.nyc3.digitaloceanspaces.com/image/5547e2497695afe.png)
e24d8e Circel
![[583245] Always in the wrong no matter what... how could I even be sorry if that won't mean a damn thing?](http://pixelartmaker-data-78746291193.nyc3.digitaloceanspaces.com/image/1c8b60320027244.png)
583245 Always in the wrong no matter what... how could I even be sorry if that won't mean a damn thing?
![[a42a40] kai](http://pixelartmaker-data-78746291193.nyc3.digitaloceanspaces.com/image/97224ea9bd73170.png)
a42a40 kai
![[b9582b] TNT](http://pixelartmaker-data-78746291193.nyc3.digitaloceanspaces.com/image/e7215f098ebe10b.png)
b9582b TNT
![[308285] Blake real skeleton](http://pixelartmaker-data-78746291193.nyc3.digitaloceanspaces.com/image/9122ef8f1baede2.png)
308285 Blake real skeleton
![[583245] And yet even then I'm only going to keep going cause like I've said before it's only going to repeat that even when I do nothing, I do something wrong in some way.](http://pixelartmaker-data-78746291193.nyc3.digitaloceanspaces.com/image/f2b6c00d50ad7a5.png)
583245 And yet even then I'm only going to keep going cause like I've said before it's only going to repeat that even when I do nothing, I do something wrong in some way.
![[8e9501] Pedophile guilt trips? (Not clickbait) (3AM)](http://pixelartmaker-data-78746291193.nyc3.digitaloceanspaces.com/image/13e62df3b170160.png)
8e9501 Pedophile guilt trips? (Not clickbait) (3AM)
![[583245] Heh... I know they will only see this as guilt tripping because they are assholes at this point when I just got nothing better to say anymore besides what's constantly bothering me and how I see everything.](http://pixelartmaker-data-78746291193.nyc3.digitaloceanspaces.com/image/3229358eb97a541.png)
583245 Heh... I know they will only see this as guilt tripping because they are assholes at this point when I just got nothing better to say anymore besides what's constantly bothering me and how I see everything.
![[0b5f79] door](http://pixelartmaker-data-78746291193.nyc3.digitaloceanspaces.com/image/33d0eb6dfaf7b16.png)
0b5f79 door
![[b581db] missSquare](http://pixelartmaker-data-78746291193.nyc3.digitaloceanspaces.com/image/8eb4500821eac9e.png)
b581db missSquare
![[583245] ...](http://pixelartmaker-data-78746291193.nyc3.digitaloceanspaces.com/image/e695898f8437bf9.png)
583245 ...
![[583245] And even now... No attempts could ever fix what I've done... And people are only going to hurt me more than I'd wish... It's a negative ring... I do something wrong, people hate me, I on reaction end up over-reacting and thus they hate me more... And it just- repeats...](http://pixelartmaker-data-78746291193.nyc3.digitaloceanspaces.com/image/1955586687b5aa2.png)
583245 And even now... No attempts could ever fix what I've done... And people are only going to hurt me more than I'd wish... It's a negative ring... I do something wrong, people hate me, I on reaction end up over-reacting and thus they hate me more... And it just- repeats...
![[b581db] hitSquare](http://pixelartmaker-data-78746291193.nyc3.digitaloceanspaces.com/image/0f9ee8d8ef112cb.png)
b581db hitSquare
![[33f09a] blastoise](http://pixelartmaker-data-78746291193.nyc3.digitaloceanspaces.com/image/c9d55b4f065d58b.png)
33f09a blastoise
![[583245] I try to make Rozie, and Luna, happy... Yet even then I somehow do something wrong... And my over-protective side from the lack of real friends makes me well... Overly protective of those I really care about that for some it'd appear like I'm being manipulative when in reality I'm just doing what seems right to me... not everyone sees everything the same... Nobody is perfect nor are their actions... and there are those that are always unlucky...](http://pixelartmaker-data-78746291193.nyc3.digitaloceanspaces.com/image/4ee018e27477501.png)
583245 I try to make Rozie, and Luna, happy... Yet even then I somehow do something wrong... And my over-protective side from the lack of real friends makes me well... Overly protective of those I really care about that for some it'd appear like I'm being manipulative when in reality I'm just doing what seems right to me... not everyone sees everything the same... Nobody is perfect nor are their actions... and there are those that are always unlucky...