Description: Even just saying any of this now makes me feel incredibly selfish. It doesn't matter what I have to say though. Even during the whole thing with BMO so many of my words fell on deaf's ears. I had a mental breakdown that day. I couldn't stop crying for a good while to the point I couldn't breathe very well and that day continued to get worse. But I know if I ever bring that up, it'll also just be overshadowed because nobody cares about that side to me. I have so many things that I keep hidden because so many show that if I ever release those, it'll just fall once more into the void. -Sal