im going to fucking kill everyone, i want to cry s bad rn. my stmach hurts so fuckn much to the point f where my mind is screamng dont eat dont eat, i cant even go to the doctor bc my insurance is fucked up and they cant find y birth certificate to fix it, my grandmother is "educating" us, and its fucking NOTHING im gonna use for my future. all i want to do rnis curl up, cry, and go to sleep, i dont want to deal wit any of this