you might feel detached memory and reminiscent wise but unfortunately, unfortunately in this case, love is a very powerful scraper of pathways in the brain. deep, rooted pathways. trauma, experience, connection we have from the past will hold in our minds for a very. very long time. it's difficult to deal with, much less get rid of. if its to the point that you genuinely dont know what to do about it, you should definitely try therapy. not those jank, payed, "your time is up come back again and pay me now" places. theres free places all over the place definitely covered by your insurance. you could even try online stuff. What you're describing to me seems to be trauma, and unfortunately its very difficult to deal with. Especially alone.

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