Here. https://screamintothevoid.com/ It lets you type out your problems without any negative impact on anyone else. And this is me trying to help, so I'm praying you don't get mad.

Description: | Name: Chris Deadman | Age: 19 | Species: Human | LV: 1 | HP: 15 | ATK: 10 | DEF: 10 | Quiet, analytical, not very expressive, psychopathic? | Asexual, panromantic | Nothing special, really. But maybe he'll be worth something to someone. | \\Lovely base model made by the equally lovely Derp!\\