guys. what the fucking is going on with me. no this is not fake i dont know whats been going up with me. i feel fucking insane. i feel like a hopeless person, it's...

Description: it's been a long time since I talked to anybody about my inner struggles or my mental state or my well being. my buddy who helped me with that is long gone. im not sure what will happen, everything just seemed so peaceful until summer ended. well I was already dealing with hard things but I feel like a out of control LUNATIC. I just don't know. thats what im saying. I dont know, I dont know how to handle any of this.