Maybe it'd be best... to leave I mean, if anyone ever reads these.. it's hard to tell nowadays... despite being less people, I still get ignored... like I've done something wrong... perhaps I have and don't remember... but it doesn't matter... I will say, I do acknowledge and thank those who listen and put up with my shit, but it never feels enough... at this point in time, I do feel like I'm on a blacklist... even though "you can't please everyone" I still wan't to know people don't hate me, or at least can take my bullshit.

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