Finding balance between Pride & Envy, being able to gauge how far you've come AND how much further you want to improve, finding that equinox is how you truly find happiness and improve at a great and healthy pace. This isnt easy though, but being conscious of this analogy and focusing on it when you get in your feelings about either feeling like others are below your skill level, and feeling as though you'll never improve. You need to find a balance to work best