Description: Look man, I'm sorry for my attitude. But I am so tired of getting consistently shown that no matter what I say or do, I wont matter as much as the rest of you. It's been a years long consistent matter. Even in my weakest moments I'm showed that. The day before I ended up leaving the pam server I left a vent that really mattered to me only for it to get completely ignored and over-shadowed by someone else who does matter. I have so many dark thoughts that continuously circles my head day after day to the point I've become so numb to crying anymore that when I do cry it's like a disaster. I want to bring this up to so many of you, but you all suck at hiding the fact you couldn't give 2 crap about anything I have to say unless it's something about one of you or a conversation you already started. This goes to a lot of people I consider friends, I see you all as very close friends but I've come to believe that none of you see me as in the same light. -Sal