Yeah that’s prolly it, i do need to do something significant tho, and im not sure how that’s going to happen or how moral it’s going to be but. You know i’ve never actually gone to a therapist, i don’t know why prolly because it’d be kind of awkward to ask my parents. If they saw the stuff i posted they’d send me maybe, but, idk i don’t really want to take the time 2 do that, i kind of find solace in my mindset.