he doesnt care about how i feel. all he knows is rage, thats all he is. a vessel of anger, of which will never extinguish. he told me things today. the usual stuff he tells me when hes mad but this time he went further. i knows i struggled with mental health and knows i was near suicide not too long ago. and he told me that he wished i wouldve killed myself then. he always tells me to die but obviously this was far more personal... i almost snapped but my older brother came in by then and told me to just leave it which i did and now im here. why would say something so cruel to me? my own brother.

Description: Ramattra/The Bloob 15 days.