from what I see, the forest darkness seems to be the closest representation to the "void" you feel from such a situation. Its like your emotions had stopped entirely yet your comprehension heightened to a state of an end goal, skipping the process and "emotion" that goes along with what you experience. In a way, taking pictures of those objects can be a representation of the "emotion" you want to capture again, and the forest darkness representating the "nothing" that used to be full of something, like a forest would be full of life.

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