Your mom was a version of Chara, right? I believe that's what I heard. But that's likely not the important part. If you understand all of this, then I don't see much reason to be mad at anyone. Even yourself. It's not like you did anything wrong, after all. And I get that transitions like this can be tough, but... well, if I may ask, why do you think you've been so distant from your dad over all this if you're mad at yourself?

Description: | Name: Chris Deadman | Age: 19 | Species: Human | LV: 1 | HP: 15 | ATK: 10 | DEF: 25010 (10 normally, Locket boosts it by 25000) | Quiet, analytical, not very expressive, confirmed psychopath | Asexual, panromantic | Nothing special, really. But maybe he'll be worth something to someone. | \\Lovely sprite made by the equally lovely Derp!\\