It...... was..... Back then Maddie was my last bit of hope I had left... But.......... I have you as a friend now... And everyone else... I plan to carry their legacy with me... In fact, this outfit im always wearing is similar to an outfit one of my older friends use to wear. I can never get them back.. But The least I could do is hold their legacy up in some way and continue to live. I have you all as a friend now and I wouldn't ask for it to be different.