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5b2f3e you know, we call it a Living hell, when in reality that living hell had passed many years ago, and this is just a COD lobby much of the time

fb87cf Hmm

2fb02c Well, when a person (like me) is here for 2+ years and more, it's a catastrophe.

854bfe Yeah, a lot of useless bickering, drama, and alot of other things...

fb87cf From what I heard, this site was apparently hell for people. just seems like bickering to me.

5b2f3e I'm so proud of the product. (also moving here, but I'm still gonna yap about a fucking Megalo i made)

854bfe Hello.

2fb02c Hey Luna.

fb87cf so. this is all there is to it?

854bfe Same

2fb02c I'll...um...be here for a bit. Rp is a little.... too much for me right now.

6c8f31 Just gonna rant here ug,or vent- idk anymore,I lost interest in anything I enjoy,I feel demotivated and no matter what I do I always end up here,out of boredom I guess,I really hate being here but at this point what else is there to do? I can't talk to my family or gang out with them while they're fucking constantly yelling 24/7,lexis on holiday so I can't really talk to her,I read everything,lack the motivation to just leave the house,every game gets boring too quickly,can't even find the interest to finish my favourite show,can't even talk to friends anymore without the feeling of emptiness,I have no clue what to do now,I just feel more lost than anything.

0043b2 ...thank you dell. you and miya have always been there for me. you and her comforted me more than anybody i could know when my mom passed, and you two made me feel genuinely special. i should stop doubting myself for once and stop placing my own misery and judgment on others.

a38274 holly. you aren't useless, and you sure as hell aren't annoying. I understand how you might feel like you risk losing everyone and everything you know from one stupid remark. I've been there. I'm still there, even. But you can't just let that take hold of you and let it weigh you down. People know you're a great person. I know you're a great person. You just gotta try to be your best. Just try that for me, okay?

0043b2 OH MY GOD CAN SOMEBODY STOP MAKING PAM LAG SO FUCKING MUCH

0043b2 don't mind me, just some nobody venting to an empty crowd.

0043b2 i. am. useless.

0043b2 that fucking ghost girl character ruined my life. there is no bright side to look on, as the sun had died out long ago.

0043b2 maybe that's it. i'm so scared of being alone again it manifested itself into my mind and is actively making me do these things.

0043b2 i've always been a problematic person. always.

0043b2 i cannot control my mental being, nor can i help myself get out of this prison i've trapped myself in.

0043b2 i sit here every day, hands fucking shaking, wondering if today will be the day my partners and friends eventually get tired of me.

0043b2 i need to stop this. i've always needed to stop this.

0043b2 i get snarky remarks will always be snarky remarks, but they've costed me multiple relationships and friendships. i'm too juxtaposed on my own pride that i don't realize im actively hurting people.

0043b2 i want to take myself out, but i just CAN'T do it.

0043b2 oh my god.

e29a5a oh heck, i gtg... uhm... i guess i should say not to talk here anymore too much?? so that my messages about my analogy can stay up a bit longer.. if that makes sense. I should just make a channel and put it all there, but i'll do that sometime later... anyways cya wahhhh

e29a5a again, fair, wah... i hope this is hitting home Luna, if you're still here. i feel like if you took this to heart, and i mean you really swore yourself to this analogy, you'd start doing better

8e146b I would say that I'm also in the middle. I cook with vector art but not really in pixel art.

e29a5a you cant grow ignorant, focusing on only who's above or who's below. you gotta be aware and see both up and down to understand your own worth, because you do have worth

e29a5a thats fair ebag, wah. Pride is mostly for those who are very high up, who might get a superiority complex or something lol, we're all on the bottom half, but just because there are many people farther up doesnt mean that we're not above others

e29a5a im.. kinda proud of this analogy though, because i think it works well for what many people can relate to, though i'd argue its mostly "envy" rather then "pride", but pride is still relevant due to both being the solution to the other.

fedf74 I try to push myself to get better at art but the thing is I suck at art and I keep trying but I feel like it goes nowhere

842b2e I think I'm probably near the middle, because I can see that I've improved from where I started, but I'm still aware that I can improve further. Only issue is that I don't rarely push myself to actually improve my art, lol.

e29a5a where you are isnt relevant, where others are is what matters. because its a balance of contradiction. You cant call yourself worthless compared to those above you because there will ALWAYS be someone thats worse. and you cant be overconfident because of those below you because there will ALWAYS be someone better.

e29a5a thats the thing though, no matter where you put yourself, on the grand scheme of things: there will always be someone above you, and there will always be someone below. you have to realize this and that your efforts arent in vain, because the progress you've made is more then many others have

fedf74 me when posting in the wrong channel

fedf74 yeah me and Ebag have the same shit school system so we both can't see it, its also why we have the same ID

854bfe I DID READ IT-

fedf74 I'm definetly on the envy side of things, I wish I could be good at art like most of the people on this site

e29a5a luna there is no way you read that word for word and said that with a straight face, please read it through, i know its alot, but it should help you.