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5b2f3e I will end thee with a hug <3

bb4cb6 i think i will suffocate myself in my pillow tonight

bb4cb6 end me,G O D

5b2f3e Hello yes I am G O D how may I help you?

bb4cb6 god please kill me

d7d44c (God WtH Why Was This So Delayed) - Deadtale

d7d44c (PAM Didn't Like The Length Of This So I Split It) I Also Don't Intend On This Being Harmfull In Any Way To Peoples Minds But I Apologise In Advance If It Does. . . IDK How Much I Should Really Say, IDK How Much Is Pointless. . .IDK. . . IDK What To Do Anymore TBH. . . .Just. . . Don't Worry About me, ALR? It's Better To Worry For Yourselves, Besides. . . The Likelyhood Of Me Considering Commiting Die Is Too Low RN. . . I Think I'll Be Fine. . . Probably. . . Just. . . Keep Doing Whatever, I'll Be Back In A Month Or 2 Or Whenever This Blows Over. . . Anyways Imma Go Play Starbound Now. . . Cya. . . - Deadtale

d7d44c Guys. . . I'm Makeing An Update Post For Those Wondering Where I've Been And How I've Been Doing (Not Great), This Will Be My Last Post In A While. . . Probably. . . So, I've Been Dealing With Someone Potentially Commiting Die (Pam Wont Let Me Post This Propally, I Think). . . Yet Again, Thing Have Not Been Good Whatsoever With My Life, I Most Likely Have Gained A Form Of Depression (Not Diagnosed Or Anything But The Evidence Is Kinda Clear) And Things Overall. . . Just Havn't Really Worked Out To Well. . . I'll Be Taking A Break From This lace Again As IK How Many A Holes There Here (I'm Not In The Mood To Deal With This Crap) Soo Yea. . . For Those Wondering This Is What Has Been Happening. . . Have A Good Rest Of The Day Everyone, Don't Let Whatevers Going Through You Drag You Down, No Matter What. . . - Deadtale

05f78a I still couldn't prevent you from blaming yourself for everything.

eb2c20 ... nevermind... not like I could have cheered you up if anyone could...

05f78a Not like anyone's advice could move me anyways. If Im not cruel to myself, I'll just go back to unintentionally hurting others. Burn me on a cross.

05f78a ...

05f78a Please just leave me alone.

96c78c I will now be going to bed, have a good night and I hope you succeed on your test and do well and I hope you feel better about yourself

96c78c I don't mind staying up and talking and helping someone, I just want to let you know that you're just human and that you change and always will change for better or for worse and you shouldn't beat yourself up over mistakes

05f78a ...Im not entertaining you, Go to bed. I dont want to cause more issues for people.

96c78c nobody should beat themselves up over past mistakes, people change yourself included, hell you even stated "my brain grew three sizes and I stopped being an actual biggot by realizing my mistake" you've changed since then or at least tried to do so since then, sure you may feel like you've been to late but you aren't a horrible person and you should go easier on yourself

96c78c nah I'm staying, your not horrible, and Luna you're not worthless either, everyone fucks up, everyone does things they think is right all the time and it ends up backfiring later, its called being human, nobody is perfect and its impossible to be perfect

05f78a ...Its time, Goodnight. Dont fail your test.

96c78c NVM read what I could find posted here, you're not a horrible person man, all of us likely have done some things we see as not good or screwed things up but your not horrible

05f78a tl;dr Im a horrible person. you're caught up now.

96c78c wait wtf goin on?

05f78a I really dont deserve any good graces, but I respect your kindness. Additionally, this is purely my own fault Luna, not yours or anyone elses

96c78c oh cool, I hope you do good on it

eb2c20 As I said before Ateo, I'm sorry for how you feel... for some reason this feels like my fault...

05f78a I also have a test tomorrow, at 7 in the morning. The last one I need to graduate.

96c78c meh fuck it I've been up this long, I'll go to bed when it hits 12, so hows your day?

96c78c however I myself have school and a test tomorrow so I should at least try, wish I could talk longer (holy fuck its 11:52)

05f78a Oh.. hey.

05f78a ...Might as well, I guess. I did what I could.

96c78c I hate not being able to sleep

05f78a I cant sleep.

05f78a

fd40c8 I'd add more insults towards myself, but my self loathing isn't something you'd most likely care to see, so I'll leave that to myself.

fd40c8 My amends, regarded or not. There they are.

fd40c8 ...I know Bmo will eventually read this, so this is what I'll say. Im fully aware that nothing I could say could change your current mindset, or even remotely repair what I did to you. I'm refusing to deflect the blame further, as I'm consciously acknowledging my mistake and the impact it had on you. I'm not asking for forgiveness either, as I'm aware the opportunity for that is months gone. All I can say is the truth: I did not intend to hurt you by doing what I did. This isn't an excuse for what I did, though I'm aware that's all you will see this as, and you probably wont believe it anyways. Im Sorry, for what I did to you. Im Sorry for how I acted afterwards, Im Sorry for being Ignorant to being in the wrong, and Im Sorry that it took me so long to realize. Regardless if an apology means anything to you anymore, in this moment of self awareness, I choose to say to you what I wish Terrie could say to me. Im sorry.

e3f2c2 thoomp

e3f2c2 bad time? alright lemme

fd40c8 ...

e3f2c2 wsg chat

fd40c8 That wasnt a bad response, It just proves that Im right