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77f931 honestly, yeah.

7faad8 Its almost like the absolute chaos and sporatic nature of the big bang and the moments after compared to now and the future where everything dies down, quiets down, becomes silent.

7faad8 Sorry for yapping but can someone confirm that pam has, over the years, been going from a chaotic place full of trolls and dispute, porn and spam, to a mire organized yet quiet place, and is now recently starting to die off?

7faad8 Its not me though, these forces have existed and will continue to exist. Its almost like im their current conduit. Their body as of now.

7faad8 Its almost like pam is a miniature universe and im the two push and pull forces in it.

7faad8 Ive come to realise that i somehow have two inside of me. The Chaos God. Father. Whatever you want to call him. And an Entropy God. I think hes the one im referring to as the Lonely God. Somehow, The Chaos Gods presence and activity is feeding The Entropy Gods presence and activity. The more chaos one causes, the more powerful the other one becomes.

77f931 waom

7faad8 Its sort of like golb and the lich. Golb is a chaos deity. His very presence starts making things go into disorder and disorder. The lich, even if he thinks hes helpinng golb, is an entropy diety. He ends activity. Stops chaos. Brings death to everything until there is nothing left.

7faad8 Chaos and entropy are cosmic opposites. Life is chaos, death is entropy. Heat is chaos, cold is entropy. My presence either cause chaos (i.e. outrage, trolling, server incident) or it causes a death of sorts (whenever i arrive it seems it has a sort of caustic, silencing effect) these two forces are basically fighting each other. One wants life. There needs to be more people on pam, not just to annoy it just needs to be more alive, more busy. One wants pam to be completely dead. For me to be the only one left. No activity. Cold emptiness.

4193d7 I'm no Horseman I'm a Heavenly Virtue

82b7dc (*well if im Pestilence, you can thank me for that strep throat you had last year bmo)

82b7dc (*Famine doesnt fit Plant. considering how basically half of all existing food starts as fruits or vegetables)

7faad8 For some reason conquest and famine are interchangable

7faad8 Wait yeah conquest is the old one, i guess plant can be either conquest or famine

82b7dc (*i coulda swore Famine was a horseman. are he and Pestilence interchangeable)

7faad8 Ive come to realise that i am somehow both spec. I cause chaos and death at the same time.

4193d7 My conquest is gonna be a conquest to spread love and care fr fr

57dac4 Not America, specifically their Government, but tbh every government is awful.

7faad8 And half because of my caustic nature to liveleness and activity all around, an entropy like effect.

82b7dc (*i like how bmo is simultaneously a chaos god in his own lore, and also the Death horsemen in this one instance. Death, the one constant that never changes ever.)

7faad8 Kronora gets War because hes going against America, and i get Death, half because its whats left

7faad8 Tetanus is literally a disease spec, and plant because conquest is the least horrible one

4193d7 Why would I be conquest

82b7dc (*no i cant be Pestilence, you cant make me be that)

82b7dc (*who's Death, Famine, and Conquest then??)

7faad8 Nono spec is pestilence, i am death, kronora is war, and plant is conquest.

4193d7 Man I wanna give items but I forgot like. the names of the two sans. no offense.

82b7dc (*well then im clearly War because of my malicious nature)

57dac4 Nah it's the four horsemen of "I feel like..."

7faad8 GRIEF NOT MEMES

7faad8 The four stages of meme lol

57dac4 I feel like calling out America for their stupid amount of sugar in chocolate and stuff

7faad8 I feel like introducing someone to an anti meme

82b7dc (*i feel like giving someone Tetanus)

5d59e7 I feel like giving someone and Opulent Egg

89a751 ...

fb6853 My presence rots yet again

fb6853 I would say that projection is a type of defense mechanism but that doesnt mean they are the same thing. Similar to how a rectangle is a square but not all squares are rectangles.

fb6853 What youre describing is more so using humor or anger as a defense mechanism.

89a751 It's similar though..

57dac4 Projection from what I know if is like- for example "Haha I'm gunna bully you for not having parents because I don't!"