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224a35 its an interesting style xenoxx

e90c96 you could also write something like a story or just doodle on a piece of paper, oh Scheiße, i gotta go, bye.

224a35 i how could I while in school

92d201 I really like this drawing. I wish I coulda done a little better tbh.

e90c96 damn, you are villainizing yourself real bad eidon, it'd be good for you to go and find something to do, if there isn't a task that needs to be done around you, than maybe go for a walk or try and workout a bit, those are all good de-stressors

224a35 the one other image I've made of myself

224a35 i should post the drawing I mad of myself...

224a35 I am so.... ugly

224a35 well still hello.

e90c96 really, I was hating and questioning myself an awful lot, and I wrote a poem thats actually in my description right now, it helped me define and calm the feeling, somewhat like a catharsis.

92d201 I've been here. No need to say hi.

224a35 hello xenoxx

92d201 Not gonna say anything.

224a35 also SC looking up the definition I wouldn't consider myself a sad boy.....I'm not open about anything in real life

e90c96 wright some poetry.

92d201

224a35 its silent its calm.... i can do work in there and there are teachers to help.....its exactly what i need right now unfortunately i dont know how to get there my mother fucking FEELINGS WONT LET ME INSULT OR HURT ANYONE GOD DAMNIT

8048ed why ISS?

224a35 I'm gonna go do something I should have done a while ago and get into In school suspension

224a35 oh and pepper from the deepest and darkest part of my heart go fuck yourself I'm not in the mood to get lectured or given a joke about suicide

224a35 fuck it all I'm so done with these worthless pieces of shit...... I cant keep acting like everyone else

e90c96 the xeelee sequence is crazy, you may or may not want to check it out.

224a35 fuck it

e90c96 and they are fucking pathetic compared to the other players in the setting. the icog waged a whole war against the xeelee and the single xeelee they were fighting didn't even notice them, and the photino birds causing an excelerated heat death of te entire univers because they wanted to be a little more comfy, causing the heat death of the universe, because they wanted to be a LITTLE more comfy.

224a35 ...hell I cant keep this anger swelling up inside

8048ed oh. ok so. yeah fuck the ICOG

8048ed you know, Eidon, i don't think being a teen with sadboy mental issues can compare to a guy who is basically body-deep into the right-wing rabbit hole that he effectively has no more will to learn and think about anything

5a7b69 If youre talking to yourself do it in your head cro we not tryna hear allat, or, uh, see, because we cant actually hear it

e90c96 oh sc, the icog is so much worse than that. child soldiers in the billions with wepons that fire the big bang as the basic rifle, time travel solely for the purpose of arrestiign your past and future selves for a crime you don't even understand, and many, many more examples of wretched things.

224a35 i am but a pathetic worm that hides in it apple to try to survive

224a35 I am talking to nobody but myself as that is all who really cares about me.....

5a7b69 its blatantly wrong and stupid

224a35 is it wrong I feel like I'm almost as bad as two bit....

8048ed ...or the ICOG is A.M. if it was a little crybaby ass bitch

e90c96 I can't get the rest of the statement rn, but look up "ICOG xeelee" if you want to get a better jist of how fucking putrid the ICOG is, fuck the ICOG.

8048ed ok so the ICOG is basically the Abrahamic God if He was an insecure machine both emotionally and probably physically i think

b7fea3 amazing play on words ik you can praise me

b7fea3 tone down the edge before you cut yourself on it

b7fea3 okay mr the monster inside of me

e90c96 "the imperium atleast tries to make some pretenses of doing the right thing, caring about humanity and has a basic concept of stuff like heroism, empathy and family. the ICOG is a well oiled machine lasting 20 thousand years who's entire purpose is to make humans suffer and live like vermin because they have such a crippling insecurity complex. they are human cockroaches who's entire purpose is to suffer unnecessarily and get petty revenge against all life because of their wounded ego."

224a35 is it wrong that I feel I shouldn't have been born into this world