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14d431 do you think that its true that people where undervaluing your thoughtfulness, or was it mostly self sabotage

070ca2 i felt like i was being valued differently, in a way that was less than what i thought. and, it stung real bad, especially with the stress of my family, it kind of stacked.

070ca2 it was thoughtfulness, or rather, the thoughtfulness of myself and those I knew. i wanted to show everybody that i had them in my mind and that i could be someone to support them, at least, thats what i believed i was trying to do for a long time. thats what i thought cv did, but, it felt like when i was at my worst, nobody could really see it

14d431 and what did you value?

070ca2 it was the worst ive felt in years. it was alot of anger and sorrow ive felt from, feeling like everything i valued was undermined. i couldn't really forget it all, cause i remember all of my sorrowful rants that i kept writing out, seeing if i could get someone to see what i saw

7d41af *opens conveniently placed door* Yo.

14d431 Yeah whats up with that

070ca2 i suppose the point where i had decided to be my most self-destructive, as thats where everything is at

14d431 what are we talking about

070ca2 yeah, thats usually how it is.

14d431 others are watching silently

070ca2 well, i was hoping it was you, youd be the only one here, just thought itd be me and myself again.

14d431 who where you expecting

070ca2 but, i did ask for someone.

070ca2 ah, didnt expect you.

14d431

070ca2 so, im willing to talk, if you're willing to.

070ca2 I firmly believe the damage is irreversible, so ill take whats left and go forward.

070ca2 the experience would leave many feeling certain ways, i am included in that. but, there is a bigger hole than there was before

070ca2 nothing can change what was done though, even i dont talk about it cause, whats more to be said?

070ca2 i didnt do them though. instead, i held onto what was said and kept true

070ca2 those are all great decisions.

070ca2 if anyone else were in my shoes, theyd tear up and reconcile

070ca2 i suppose if anyone else were in my shoes, theyd do things differently

070ca2 i dont get along with people, i understand that

070ca2 i suppose i could talk without talking

070ca2 i suppose thats all for tonight

467dfc alright I'm outta here

467dfc speaking of days I almost forgot. Day 3 of drawing myself next to others, today I am next to twobit. come back tomorrow for day four.

070ca2 Day 1: Whats Wrong With You?

467dfc better

4423dc lol skull twobit

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2e68a8 but im not lol, i gtg, gn pookies

5f89c8 I could prolly name almost all the episodes some of these are from

5f89c8 I need to redo all of my Eddsworld sheet, man

5f89c8 but idc

5f89c8 this sheet will take so long to save

5f89c8 oh dear

5f89c8 i gotta get better at art, man

93612a Cool