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35dc76 i wish you a good day

1f86ca good morning John undertale

35dc76 good morning nekros

1f86ca oh yeah and I should probably say like... good morning and stuff I guess

1f86ca anyways I'm gonna be just.... here I guess waiting for an rp I guess

1f86ca welp I hope this is a change for them I hope they get better soon

14d431 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GZrLuaaDut4

35dc76 i hope things turn out well with him.

eb8fa6 very long therapy session

772714 I just got back - Deadtale

610773 I'm alone

14d431 Goodnight

070ca2 thank you for talking with me.

14d431 Again I don't really feel comfortable interacting too much because of the things I said but I definitely do not regard you as cautiously as I was anymore. You aren't outcasted from this place, from these people. You can pop by and chat and whatnot. No one genuinely hates you for anything, that I know of. And there is not such thing as a "hollow" apology if you mean change, which you seem to do.

070ca2 i cant stay awake any longer, so, i hope you have a good night. thank you.

14d431 Alright

070ca2 i really do mean it, bmo.

070ca2 im glad we were able to talk about that, it felt meaningful.

14d431 similar

070ca2 i feel... im not sure, it just feels like there isnt as much as a hole there anymore

070ca2 im not sure if theyd be willing to accept any of it either.

070ca2 i remember it, i just never tried to blame them.

14d431 i think there is blame on multiple people for multiple things so there is no way to shift blame

070ca2 but, it doesnt mean im shifting the blame, its just the awareness of it

070ca2 yeah. thank you for telling me, bmo. i felt like i wouldve been convinced that it was all my fault otherwise.

070ca2 yeah. and thats how i was, i just harbored immense self hatred for myself for a very long time. i was always hurting, i guess in that context

14d431 i had some very wrong responses to your actions danger and I apologize for that, I did some really bad things out of anger and hate that i should not have

610773 I'm sorry. I didn't mean to yell.

14d431 corny but the only one capable of fully hurting you is yourself

070ca2 i really had nobody

14d431 if i am in a balanced mood and not busy i am up to deep talks allways, but i have to know in the first place that said party wants to partake in a deep talk

070ca2 i was just aimless, in all honesty. i was somewhere i knew that everyone despised me, and yet i felt like i was missing something

14d431

070ca2 yeah, that was the kind of person i portrayed myself to you when i was like that, but yeah, it was never meant to mock anything

610773 QUIT MONOLOGUE ING I JUST WANT TO RP AND BE A BLUE GUY, TAKE THIS THERAPY SESSION SOMEWHERE ELSE

14d431 I mostly believed that you where trying to mock me by posting fake deep messages as a reflection of how we used to talk and how everyone used to be harsh and rude towards you for "trying to seem smart" but i see

070ca2 i wasnt sure if it was a longing, i was still convinced nobody cared, but i was searching for something. and i dont think i ever told you, but i pour my thoughts out which seems like long rants, but theyre my way of trying to seek for something to be answered

14d431 What like after everything you did that?

070ca2 my regrets

070ca2 i really wasn't sure what was missing, i just knew that i was "missing" something from here, and i think what i was missing was

070ca2 and i naturally gravitated towards... making posts that wouldve caught your attention, as i usually pour my thoughts out into words to figure things out