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9bba08 Also Scott your right but even if some of my irl friends are rude or mean i still prefer to keep them as friends since well im lonely enough as it is o rather not have my only friends be people I will most likely never meet in real life

9bba08 Dont be sorry its fine

5cd821 im sorry

9ce148 (*anyways ...)

9ce148 (*Eidon still failing to grasp that at this point, leaving those friends is the better choice)

9bba08 I dont really like attention so worry if it seemed that way anyways im gonna work on something

5cd821 anyway i'm really sorry if i came off hateful, i just really needed to say that, i'm sorry

9bba08 I'll stop saying stuff like that but I will say this before I completely like stop disliking myself uh I do believe that the feelings of my friends matter more then my own anyways uh stone brick now

5cd821 and i myself really shouldn't be saying this with all that's happened in the past month, but it makes you look like you want attention

9bba08 Ok

9bba08 No? I mean i probably did know about it at one point but it probably slipped my mind idk anyways like I said I can be less outward about my self hate if thats what you want

5cd821 also what i'm trying to say is js stop going around saying "oh i caused this" or "i deserve being a punching bag"

9ce148 (*(physically he has))

9ce148 (*Eidon has gone bmo mode)

5cd821 wait you fr didnt know what self loathing meant?

9bba08 Also I mean if you want i can like try not to openly hate myself as much if thats what your trying to say

9ce148 (*i mean 'loathe' means 'hate', and the 'self-' part was self-explanatory)

9bba08 Oh ok I see "Self-loathing means hating yourself or having very negative feelings about who you are. It often includes things like: Thinking you’re not good enough Blaming yourself for everything Feeling like you don’t deserve good things Being overly critical of your mistakes Feeling disgust or anger toward yourself It’s a strong form of negative self-view and can come from trauma, guilt, low self-esteem, depression, or long-term stress." Uh yes you are correct xenoxx I do very much despise myself so uh yes? I guess

5cd821 you know what it means

5cd821 **loathing, i'm no good with typing on keyboard

9bba08 Hold on let me search up what that word means

5cd821 Eidon i'm gonna try to say this in the nicest way possible. but this obvious "self loatjing" is lwk getting annoying, and i'm sorry but someone needed to be blunt

9bba08 Oh also hello par- I mena xenoxx

5cd821

9bba08 Though ive never been to good with horror related designs.... hmm I might go back and look at my old "eidon" sheets

9bba08 I k8ght try to work on a new design for something... maybe more horror vibe

5cd821 hm

5cd821 this is what i get lmao

5cd821 nobody's here,,,

5cd821 bleh

5cd821 i zapped my thumb agh

5cd821 import correctly, dammit

6b8263 that goes for on discord too, gn chat

6b8263 well damn i guess i'm not gonna get an answer for a bit, might as well go to sleep now since i'm tired anyway. there better be no madness when i wake up again 'cus i'll have something to say about it grr

6b8263 what is

d61209 It is done.

fd22cf two pammers acting up, i feel not bad, they are mentally weak, man am i so gratful for my parents lessons.

cd5c06 also now that I'm done I'm gonna go pass out goodnight pam

cd5c06 I did it

cd5c06 I'm just gonna like stop it after I finish this paragraph and do a conclusion and see if hell give me credit for it

cd5c06 bro I why did mister larrbe make it look like this I don't understand this fucking outline