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9bba08 They call me names and insult me as jokes like making remarks on my face and attitude

de8c0d I doubt they're "dragging you along" if they don't like you tbh

9bba08 Anyways yeah uh ive heard of it xenoxx

9bba08 Probably true and yet they still drag me around and talk to me which is just what I need for interaction to not be lonely

5cd821 anyway uhm. have any of y'all watched and/or read Mob Psycho 100?

9ce148 (*they're not good people, im telling you. but yeah .. anyways, moving on)

9ce148 (*i like how you still call them "friends". i bet they don't even like you)

9bba08 Anyways enough of uh all this

9bba08 Also Scott your right but even if some of my irl friends are rude or mean i still prefer to keep them as friends since well im lonely enough as it is o rather not have my only friends be people I will most likely never meet in real life

9bba08 Dont be sorry its fine

5cd821 im sorry

9ce148 (*anyways ...)

9ce148 (*Eidon still failing to grasp that at this point, leaving those friends is the better choice)

9bba08 I dont really like attention so worry if it seemed that way anyways im gonna work on something

5cd821 anyway i'm really sorry if i came off hateful, i just really needed to say that, i'm sorry

9bba08 I'll stop saying stuff like that but I will say this before I completely like stop disliking myself uh I do believe that the feelings of my friends matter more then my own anyways uh stone brick now

5cd821 and i myself really shouldn't be saying this with all that's happened in the past month, but it makes you look like you want attention

9bba08 Ok

9bba08 No? I mean i probably did know about it at one point but it probably slipped my mind idk anyways like I said I can be less outward about my self hate if thats what you want

5cd821 also what i'm trying to say is js stop going around saying "oh i caused this" or "i deserve being a punching bag"

9ce148 (*(physically he has))

9ce148 (*Eidon has gone bmo mode)

5cd821 wait you fr didnt know what self loathing meant?

9bba08 Also I mean if you want i can like try not to openly hate myself as much if thats what your trying to say

9ce148 (*i mean 'loathe' means 'hate', and the 'self-' part was self-explanatory)

9bba08 Oh ok I see "Self-loathing means hating yourself or having very negative feelings about who you are. It often includes things like: Thinking you’re not good enough Blaming yourself for everything Feeling like you don’t deserve good things Being overly critical of your mistakes Feeling disgust or anger toward yourself It’s a strong form of negative self-view and can come from trauma, guilt, low self-esteem, depression, or long-term stress." Uh yes you are correct xenoxx I do very much despise myself so uh yes? I guess

5cd821 you know what it means

5cd821 **loathing, i'm no good with typing on keyboard

9bba08 Hold on let me search up what that word means

5cd821 Eidon i'm gonna try to say this in the nicest way possible. but this obvious "self loatjing" is lwk getting annoying, and i'm sorry but someone needed to be blunt

9bba08 Oh also hello par- I mena xenoxx

5cd821

9bba08 Though ive never been to good with horror related designs.... hmm I might go back and look at my old "eidon" sheets

9bba08 I k8ght try to work on a new design for something... maybe more horror vibe

5cd821 hm

5cd821 this is what i get lmao

5cd821 nobody's here,,,

5cd821 bleh

5cd821 i zapped my thumb agh

5cd821 import correctly, dammit

6b8263 that goes for on discord too, gn chat