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5cd821 maybe i'll do pixel art instead of ibis but i'll do that like, Friday since i'm supposed to be gone rn and tomorrow and Thursday are big Thanksgiving days, so im gonna go now to avoid getting in trouble, night guys

f64228 how the hell do I add onto this guy even more

5cd821 TheGiantSavior is really fuckin funny, man, and he'snice to his community but he's willing to tell people to fuck off when they keep telling it to hurry up with his mod. also his sona, SiVor, is such a gooberhead, he goons to horror Simon bro, it's funny as fuck. i'm still supposed to finish SiVor...hmm

f64228 anyways lets move on to something that matters more in this current moment

f64228 ahhh ok back in my element also I might watch it then cause that sounds interesting also I feel I should add another side note to this whole thing uh one of the people in the friend group was In middle school a kid who bullied me a lot not physically but with small annoying acts and by the way he was still in the friend group even then it got so annoying that on one very stressful day he pulled some shit that just made me snap and I hit him like 5 times not a good day not a good day at all anyways I feel like I'm disclosing to much and saying too much now to continue with what I was planning to draw

5cd821 seems like i wont get an answer so im gonna rant abt my favorite Sprunki modder

5cd821 and uh- who are you de8c0d

9bba08 I have told some of them that but it doesn't matter anyways id love for this whole conversation to end after this text

5cd821 Also me and my friends in the Honeypot insult eachother constantly, its how we show love to eachother /silly /gen

9bba08 Unfortunately its a group of friends and some of them I genuinely like but if I broke off from the group the ones i like one still be my friends and plus its not like it'll stop us from interacting we are all in multiple of the same classes or just pieces of us are in the same classes

de8c0d sounds like the average friend group yeah just let them know you're unconformtable with it if u feel that way but I wouldn't stress abt it too much

5cd821 i started watching it and i really like the visuals n shit and how everyone has like. their own psychic power color, like how Akutami-Sensei did with Jujutsu Kaisen and the curse colors. Shigeo is also such a lil cutie patootie

9bba08 They call me names and insult me as jokes like making remarks on my face and attitude

de8c0d I doubt they're "dragging you along" if they don't like you tbh

9bba08 Anyways yeah uh ive heard of it xenoxx

9bba08 Probably true and yet they still drag me around and talk to me which is just what I need for interaction to not be lonely

5cd821 anyway uhm. have any of y'all watched and/or read Mob Psycho 100?

9ce148 (*they're not good people, im telling you. but yeah .. anyways, moving on)

9ce148 (*i like how you still call them "friends". i bet they don't even like you)

9bba08 Anyways enough of uh all this

9bba08 Also Scott your right but even if some of my irl friends are rude or mean i still prefer to keep them as friends since well im lonely enough as it is o rather not have my only friends be people I will most likely never meet in real life

9bba08 Dont be sorry its fine

5cd821 im sorry

9ce148 (*anyways ...)

9ce148 (*Eidon still failing to grasp that at this point, leaving those friends is the better choice)

9bba08 I dont really like attention so worry if it seemed that way anyways im gonna work on something

5cd821 anyway i'm really sorry if i came off hateful, i just really needed to say that, i'm sorry

9bba08 I'll stop saying stuff like that but I will say this before I completely like stop disliking myself uh I do believe that the feelings of my friends matter more then my own anyways uh stone brick now

5cd821 and i myself really shouldn't be saying this with all that's happened in the past month, but it makes you look like you want attention

9bba08 Ok

9bba08 No? I mean i probably did know about it at one point but it probably slipped my mind idk anyways like I said I can be less outward about my self hate if thats what you want

5cd821 also what i'm trying to say is js stop going around saying "oh i caused this" or "i deserve being a punching bag"

9ce148 (*(physically he has))

9ce148 (*Eidon has gone bmo mode)

5cd821 wait you fr didnt know what self loathing meant?

9bba08 Also I mean if you want i can like try not to openly hate myself as much if thats what your trying to say

9ce148 (*i mean 'loathe' means 'hate', and the 'self-' part was self-explanatory)

9bba08 Oh ok I see "Self-loathing means hating yourself or having very negative feelings about who you are. It often includes things like: Thinking you’re not good enough Blaming yourself for everything Feeling like you don’t deserve good things Being overly critical of your mistakes Feeling disgust or anger toward yourself It’s a strong form of negative self-view and can come from trauma, guilt, low self-esteem, depression, or long-term stress." Uh yes you are correct xenoxx I do very much despise myself so uh yes? I guess

5cd821 you know what it means

5cd821 **loathing, i'm no good with typing on keyboard

9bba08 Hold on let me search up what that word means