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13ef86 honestly he might just be a mainer who came to life I have no idea

e529fc Who's this guy

6b8263 alr hold on lemme show you my method of drawing hands

2bf2d8 I think bro might be shakespeare

13ef86 hey stop trying to be poetic no one thinks that

1f86ca am I wrong though? I am not a virus that must be removed? a pimple that's needs to be popped? a thorn in the side of all who meets it?

e529fc I dont know if i can say anything to help,like I care about you as any other person would care about their friends but

13ef86

6b8263 how many fingers

13ef86 fall to draw a hand* because Im still struggling

13ef86 Cant even draw a hand without coming back to something else going o

e529fc ....

6b8263 that there is an example of what i mean though, you say all this negative bs about yourself which makes people feel down

e529fc ...oh

2bf2d8 Bread

1f86ca I need to just disappear its not like people SHOULD like me for example nat and Lexi you both shouldn't even like me its stupid to think I will ever actually matter to this world

6b8263 oh hi nat, i was venting my frustrations into the world and then eidon joined in it seems

2bf2d8 Bread

6b8263 ah, probably should let people know next time, thought you were talking to me

e529fc Uhhh what's going on

1f86ca ugh.....I'm talking to my own sub-consciousness

6b8263 only sometimes though, not all the time

6b8263 i don't hate you, but you can be annoying and bum the mood sometimes

1f86ca do you? do you? do you? do you? well answer me already why wont you answer me just answer just answer answer answer answer

6b8263 anyway the new scary movie trailer looks good

1f86ca do you all secretly hate me? secretly want me to remove myself from the face of the earth secretly think I'm annoying secretly want me to be consumed by the darkness on my back and mind

6b8263 "professional practice" my fuckin ass

6b8263 and what's even madder than that is the fact that we're going to get talked at for 2 hours doing absolutely nothing, and then we have another 2 hours to record the podcast and edit it. the task is to make a 2-3 minute pilot podcast. it doesn't take that long to make that so i'm just not wasting my money to go some shitty area in fuckin bristol and waste my time repeating shit i've already done, because if i did go and did do the task there, i'd have another 90 minutes minimum of class left doing absolutely nothing. so fuck that

1f86ca I'm thinking of disappearing into nothingness I feel so fucking useless and I feel like their are eyes everywhere watching me mocking me hating me taunting me

6b8263 like, today's class is mostly about podcasting, how to use sound equipment, etc. I ALREADY KNOW THIS SHIT, I SPENT HALF OF MY LAST YEAR AT COLLEGE DOING THAT

6b8263 and that's not even mentioning the fact that the whole of my year at uni is only 3 days of class a week that makes me feel like i'm not doing as much as i could be doing, AND how the second semester here REQUIRES us to go to a WHOLE OTHER CITY AND COME BACK TWO TIMES A WEEK USING PUBLIC TRANSPORT which most people just cannot afford

e2886d You can ask to be moved up a class if you can demonstrate you're academically ready

08d70e hey paisanos, why don't we act like we work in the same pizza shop -Marker

6b8263 my ass has to pay so much money for tuition and accommodation just so i can learn stuff i'm interested in, only for the classes to feel like they're babying me through all the shit i already know

6b8263 because i did about an hour ago

6b8263 do you ever wake up mad

e2886d heh,, the early bird gets the worm, losers.

e2886d Just imagine a trip to a wonderful land Of candy, and jam, and ice cream

35556d 145 days until I get a YT channel

b65fb6 mewo, I am bored - Dustrea [Deadtale]

b65fb6 mrowing my mrrp chat - Dustrea [Deadtale]