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bd1d10 i feel uhhh... nothing really

e22b6a (( I feel like a cat, dude. ))

bd1d10 same

e22b6a (( . . . Trying to think of what to say, can't find a thought in my own mind. ))

bd1d10 yeah that's fine

ba9461 mb i was in the shower

bd1d10 tbh i'd much rather sleep in... lol

bd1d10 yeah i get how the weekends feel like lol

e22b6a (( Honestly, I don't know either. ))

bd1d10 I don't know what to say ;-;

006d2b "nigga draw the knee" uuuuughhhhhh

e22b6a (( But the weekend is one of the days that I literally have nothing to say here unless I get EXTREMELY bored, y'know? ))

006d2b legs are kinda hard man

e22b6a (( My bad. ))

bd1d10 stay positive guys, you are enough!!! ♥

bce8e5 yklgod therapy arc

bd1d10 I don't know what could've happen but from what I see, You are enough. People appreciate you. I don't know if this helps but yeah

d5b144 Seemingly, dude, we gotta stop the Marvel one liners every time you log on 😭

e22b6a (( I have a feeling like I missed something. ))

236914 this i know. good deeds and effort will always pay off..

ba9461 ive felt that way before. but if you keep tying it will pay in first in small ways and then boom it hits you and you just love it-

236914 i try. i try and try and try, but for all i do, all i give i always feel like i'm never enough.

ba9461 Most people wouldn't even care but even after so long you still do.

ba9461 i respect you.

236914 hm.

ba9461 I'm sure you gave them happness more than anyone. but even with that the darkness was too strong its just how the world is we all want to be heros- but none of us are

ba9461 even if it takes you years find a way to be at peace. its not easy i know.

ba9461 People have problems behind the scenses were all human with hearts and souls some people dont understand that in this day and age but i know you do as you cared for them alot im sorry this has happend to you but atp you gotta look away- the sadness is not worth it.

236914 i know, but it's not something i can easily forget.

ba9461 Listen man things are harder when you think more about them, i know this wont go away overnight but you have to try to let it go the guilt isint worth something that you didn't do.

236914 the eldest of them had all of their trust in me; they looked to me for many things- they always expressed that i was their favorite person, among other praises and trust they had in me. for a brief period of time i was distant, miserable. i was distant to them as well. they felt isolated, like they didnt get enough attention, and thats why they started to cut themself. i saw the wounds first hand and STILL i said nothing. WHY? for what? what did i fear?

ba9461 U did not do wrong you didin't know what to do at that time ive had something similar to this. yes you could have spoken up but you were to scared, its alright its not your fault- it was just out of your reach at the time everyone has had a moment like this and all you can do is move on.

236914 the abuse was so bad those kids started to fight their mom. theyve been kicked out of their own home and beaten senseless by that demon, all of which was known and reported but ofcourse protective services suck and nothing was done. the older of the two started to harm themself; this is something only i knew. knowing this i could've reported it, lay out all the cards on the table, get that demented subhuman arrested- but i never did. i feel like such an idiot.

ba9461 may i ask what happend to make you feel this way?

ba9461 now i just like to be super corny and nerdy

ba9461 I was just to scared to speak back then all i cared about was opinions and looking cool for others.

236914 my mind is plagued by this every day. not one has gone by where i dont hear their voices ringing in my head or just think about them, knowing i could've prevented it. all of it.

ba9461 I feel you man, theres alot of things i could have stopped if i just used my voice.

68c135 sc cooked AND threw dithering into an outline my disciples are rising indeed

236914 i was the one and only person who had enough knowledge to get something done. something. anything. and yet for some bizarre reason... i held my tongue. i let my voice go to waste. i had a chance. but i threw it away. i choked when my voice mattered the most.

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