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236914 i think you should just go for the apologies to whomever you owe them too; if they accept, cool! if they dont, thats okay too

a1a461 then again, my current actions also kinda going wrong in places... so IDK if I can RN... - Dustrea [Deadtale]

a1a461 there are a particular few I probably should apologise to personally acturally, I think my actions were..... kinda offenive or insensative to.... I've just been too scared of fucking it up to do it[ not liek I can stalk to some of them anyways] - Dustrea [Deadtale]

236914 very very extreme over something that should be minor

236914 it reminded of how it used to be, people used to geek for small stuff like this one time some guy posted ishowmeat and got doxxed

236914 Eh theyre being extra i think aaand also you were pretty childish but all in all they shoulda been cooler on ya

a1a461 I'll find a way... eventurally, tho some are stubborn so... - Dustrea [Deadtale]

236914 ehh, thats just what i think the reason they dont accept your apology is

a1a461 oh and bye I gue- - Dustrea [Deadtale]

a1a461 oh, hey Xennoxx - Dustrea [Deadtale]

4149be (anyway im gon get ready to do ts so bye chat tell my huzz i love him -Xenoxx)

a1a461 I probably repeat alotta stuff thanks to my dogshit memory, then again IG by your logics, thats gunna sound like another excuse cause I use that one alot too :/ - Dustrea [Deadtale]

236914 i think you need to give a more specific, relevant reason for whatever issue they have and not just the same reasons you've been giving

4149be (dude i might act tuff but in all reality im js some 16 year old anime geek who's scared to leave their own house im such a fraud (reigen cancel arc but its xenoxx) -Xenoxx)

236914 from what ive seen of your explanations it's probably because you always give the same reason and it comes off like an excuse to them because of that

a1a461 yea it sure as hell feels like no one can accept my explenations tho, kinda wish people could see it how I can :/ - Dustrea [Deadtale]

4149be (its not 1 mile its 1.6 miles oh my god help me im gonna have an anxiety attack -Xenoxx)

236914 sometimes it takes a minute but that's okay, time can help heal the wounds (or something)

236914 i think the best thing you can do is give the best sorry you can- explain your mindset, give a reason, apologize for any wrongdoing and hope it all ends well

236914 GAH me too i'm the worlds worst apologizer but ive been working on admitting my wrongdoings

236914 i've been there- just my old friendships just sparked out

a1a461 hey Dell, ignore me Venting - Dustrea [Deadtale]

a1a461 he's another thing, right? I'm not very good a pologies, infact I suck ass at them, always have, so even if I made the best one I could put togetherr, I doubt it o anything, I rarely make an acturall apology out of fear I just make it worse, I just try to find ways of making up through action rarther then wor, best I can really is say sorry but alotta the time, it's not enough - Dustrea [Deadtale]

b79c7a I'm So Green

a1a461 outcasted huh... yea I've cyucled through 12 differant friend groups because I kept eventurally getting outcasted [I think just over half of them were using me and threw me out the moment I was no longer useful tho, so more like fake friends, but they were still fun times] - Dustrea [Deadtale]

236914 but yeah, that stuff is pretty immature no doubt but it's not like a horrible thing you did; theyre flaws that are pretty easily corrected

a1a461 I said I'm sure people think I fake it, whcih fair given how I used to act but... yea :? [the scars don't lie....] - Dustrea [Deadtale]

236914 i try to understand because i know what it's like to be casted away when no one understands you

a1a461 it's honestly just nice to talk to someone who understands, you proably wont understand alotta the situation I get into but, this something you do and I apprechiate you listening... - Dustrea [Deadtale]

236914 ahh okay nevermind i get

236914 youre saying you fake all that? like depression and stuff? or are you saying people think youre faking it?

a1a461 look, I might be a month away from 17 at this point, but deap down I swear I'm still 12, I'm sure depression has halted my mental age but with how I act alot, it's immature... yet still maturer then I did back then, back then I was.... 15? I think and I was still acting like a fucking 8 year old lol - Dustrea [Deadtale]

a1a461 I feel like people just I fake everything now, like all my problems I made up, I don't have depression or whatever, I made it up to get to people like, I'm not matipulative [I think, maybe a lil in unstable point, IDRK honestly as it's hard to remember], IK what manipulation is like, or being manipulatyed anyways, alotta people do that to me, still happens with my neive ass lol, I just wish shit could go back to a better time, hell, I wouldn't even mind going back to taht server, but that sure as hell aint happening, maybe if I somehow finally clear shit up and get more stable.... [then again, probably best I just stay away from it] - Dustrea [Deadtale]

236914 i dont think them come at you was wrong but them being so hostile about was 100% crazy asf

236914 it is childish indeed but not the most horrible disgusting thing ever like they were making it out to be

a1a461 harsh is.... defonatly the right word, look IK what I did back then was wrong, extremly wrong, I was so broken at the time but still kinda childish and so I resorted to attetion seeking but through my depressive nonsense it ended uo very much negatiev, nt saying I still on;'t at times but if I do exxaguate, it's still a beleivable level and it's usually not as bad as... I just kinda, I just wish things were differant, kay? - Dustrea [Deadtale]

236914 we can drop the subject if you want

236914 i was trying to be understanding mostly since i thought they were being extremely harsh and overboard

a1a461 [nice to know someone noticed...] - Dustrea [Deadtale]

a1a461 I couild give a good explanation now, it's just I don't wanna.... maybe I should change the subjkect :/ - Dustrea [Deadtale]

236914 i figured you were in bad headspace at that time because you did get quite extreme during that whole debacle