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8defd6 very bad i've been getting sick like every other week i think i have like aids o aglx, not actually but, idk it's weird. Been getting pretty cooked academically but im trying 2 turn things around hopefully, uhh nothing much besides that

f65578 Damn so you're getting tons of things done. good to hear. Hows life outside of art?

8defd6 a lot actually, atleast art wise, uhh been working on a drawing of one of my OCs, working on a new animation for this one kanye song i rly like, working with bmo on a lemon demon animation. Lot of, lot of stuff

f65578 Wassup broski.

8defd6 hi mix

f65578 Wow I came in and said yo and then poofed. how rude of me.

8defd6 who was that

51c25e however i only came out of curiosity, i'm doing great so i have no reason to stay, bye again

51c25e bmo's still here?? never thought i'd see him again

51c25e Untitled

f65578 Yo

8defd6 51-50, im off the heezy, and you aint got no ####### yeezy?

d0698a boo. I'm so scary.

236914 back its actually like too late to being all this shit

09d8b3 elf suicide band, and our new hit single, "shotgun blast blood explosion"

8defd6 oh my gosh it does

09d8b3 elf suicide sounds like a band name

8defd6 thank you elf suicide man very cool

09d8b3 i agree funny color man, i think that would be cool

f421bf blooby wooby gooby

8defd6 yk i feel like i should do some splatoon stuff, like i feel like it'd translate rly well to the, sort of style i got going on here.

236914 gonna clean my room now since im trying to be all productive and stuff

236914 yeah- i've been trying to gain a better understanding of myself recently

823b65 I see, well its good to see introspection

236914 like i said earlier i'm not laying any of this out in hopes for forgiveness or whatever- i really have just had this clarity and i wanna get this out and take the steps ive been meaning to take for like, months now

236914 its almost like i took the steps backwards into the person i used to be instead of just standing as the person i am now

236914 doubling down on everything was simply just me refusing any fault whatsoever for everything- even though i had made it a goal of mine to be more accepting of fault/my faults in those moments i just refused and i honestly couldnt tell you why without repeating the same things about my state of mind i've already said

236914 these instances of nasty behavior really came and went for me- the reality check came a couple days back when i started talking about wanting to do better- i had recently had a lot thrown on my plate and i brain really kicked itself and i think i began to understand i cant keep up in this strange, volatile state of mind

236914 well its a lot easier to understand the depth of what i was doing- i was unable to see any actual harm i had caused until someone pointed it out which is when i started to think, i guess. to me i was just being annoying but to me right now i feel as though i was really being a lot more vicious than ever necessary

2a1470 Considering your self affirmation of present clarity, what is your opinion looking back on those moments of doubling down?

236914 yes?

236914 like i said while i have this clarity and actual want to improve ill be putting in some irl work like being more social and doing more work (both of which i was doing today)

236914 i know i far from the good man i wanna be and stuff and i have been messing around a lot lately mostly due to a lack of care on my end

2a1470 Bloob

8defd6 okcool

236914 i have done that typically during my more ridiculous episodes- no excuse i could give would really justify my behaviour but while i have this clarity i do offer an apology for whatever it's worth

8defd6 i dont think you're an idiot bloob, but u do sometimes make like, uncalculated plays that like, dont rly account for the emotions of others, if that makes sense. I've done the same thing im not like, hounding you on it but, yeah

236914 i feel like im already working towards this goal; i feel like ill be where i wanna be sooner than i think- atleast i like to think so

f421bf self discovery is a good goal

236914 this is really the only goal i have

236914 thats why im looking foward to this move the most- ive been blessed with a second chance; i can start anew being the best me i can be