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57f69c hey guys im bac- oh..... oh god

7440ea Yeah no its really still not your fault

7440ea Really, I dont have any experience with this so Idk what type of advice would help overcome that, Ive heard distracting yourself from it with hobbies work but idk

8fd686 There was a uh,point thay when I did find out his age I never left,because I uh.didnt have anyone. I always thought it was my fault because of that,I had a chance to leave but didn't because I thought I was safe.

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201954 I... I'm not sure If i have the right to say what I'm about to say, because these incidents haven't happened to me... not really, at least.

201954 ...Man

201954 So I was right, this wasn't even remotely your fault. You got groomed, even the fact you felt guilty about it just goes to show how badly they managed to groom you.

8fd686 Yeah uh.. I didn't really know it was grooming.

201954 okay yeah, I cant use that other sprite for this...

7440ea Nat Im going to throw molten hot glass at you you got GROOMED none of that at ALL can be said to be your fault

8fd686 Uhh,yeah. .pretty much.

201954 Oh... so you were groomed.

8fd686 Nvm I lied its not shor-

8fd686 Okay well uh,to shorten it.when I was 14 i knew someone who was uh- extremely older than me. Adult age,and he was uh-, asking me to do things,things I still regret to this day,which was uh- NSFW,there was a point he made me fear him.i should add that i didnt know he was in his 20s at the time. At one point he sorta exposed me to uh- p--n,me stupidly listened to him and it uh- caused this addiction that's still fucking me mentally to this day,I didn't really know what i was doing I was really stupid but it's uh- really messing me up and I don't want to keep having said addiction,I never enjoyed it but it's not something I'm able to help which is what I needed advice for,uh- yeah. I guess I can still be in the wrong with this

201954 oh jeez, I sense something forboding

201954 ...

201954 I know this probably sounds annoying by now but still, be careful what you say...

8fd686 I should explain it--

8fd686 Uhh no it's bad.

201954 I'm gonna be honest Nat, the more you explain, the less bad it sounds...

6c2151 I guess it's also stupidity..I was 14 at the time.

201954 Everyone on PAM could use therapy.....

6c2151 Uh..I guess fear happened.

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7440ea Yeah we know its not smthing you just did to yourself already

201954 ack- sorry... Just try and be careful

7440ea If its happened before I dont think it will again based off the people who I know use pam at this time, as its mostly literally just NORMAL people

201954 I mean, you kinda already made it clear it wasn't, someone else lead you down to that addiction right? peer pressure? or was it something else?

6c2151 Well uh- I know,I hate that it is permanent but I know. And I think I can explain it clearly in a way it doesn't sounds like it was intentional if I'm speaking right.

201954 Nobody...? It's happened before hasn't it...?

ddb408 2bit I'm on the whiteboard, I think you should join it too so you don't get hated on

7440ea No ones gonna take a screenshot and bring it up 7 years later

27426a GUYS ME AND KENNEDY ARE TRYING TO TALK ABT RANCH SHHHHHH

201954 I'm confident that I wont judge you, but I'm just saying that to let you know... Just be careful

27426a uh... Why...?

6c2151 Um heavily ignoring 2bit,if he starts shit he's just trying pick a fight.

201954 Well uhm, wait a second Nat, just remember to be careful when saying stuff on PAM, you know everything here is permanent...

ddb408 nah I got like, 12 octillion jars of ranch dressing in my room rn

27426a Latex? no it was ranch

6c2151 I do want to explain it tho