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96c78c I will now be going to bed, have a good night and I hope you succeed on your test and do well and I hope you feel better about yourself

96c78c I don't mind staying up and talking and helping someone, I just want to let you know that you're just human and that you change and always will change for better or for worse and you shouldn't beat yourself up over mistakes

05f78a ...Im not entertaining you, Go to bed. I dont want to cause more issues for people.

96c78c nobody should beat themselves up over past mistakes, people change yourself included, hell you even stated "my brain grew three sizes and I stopped being an actual biggot by realizing my mistake" you've changed since then or at least tried to do so since then, sure you may feel like you've been to late but you aren't a horrible person and you should go easier on yourself

96c78c nah I'm staying, your not horrible, and Luna you're not worthless either, everyone fucks up, everyone does things they think is right all the time and it ends up backfiring later, its called being human, nobody is perfect and its impossible to be perfect

05f78a ...Its time, Goodnight. Dont fail your test.

96c78c NVM read what I could find posted here, you're not a horrible person man, all of us likely have done some things we see as not good or screwed things up but your not horrible

05f78a tl;dr Im a horrible person. you're caught up now.

96c78c wait wtf goin on?

05f78a I really dont deserve any good graces, but I respect your kindness. Additionally, this is purely my own fault Luna, not yours or anyone elses

96c78c oh cool, I hope you do good on it

eb2c20 As I said before Ateo, I'm sorry for how you feel... for some reason this feels like my fault...

05f78a I also have a test tomorrow, at 7 in the morning. The last one I need to graduate.

96c78c meh fuck it I've been up this long, I'll go to bed when it hits 12, so hows your day?

96c78c however I myself have school and a test tomorrow so I should at least try, wish I could talk longer (holy fuck its 11:52)

05f78a Oh.. hey.

05f78a ...Might as well, I guess. I did what I could.

96c78c I hate not being able to sleep

05f78a I cant sleep.

05f78a

fd40c8 I'd add more insults towards myself, but my self loathing isn't something you'd most likely care to see, so I'll leave that to myself.

fd40c8 My amends, regarded or not. There they are.

fd40c8 ...I know Bmo will eventually read this, so this is what I'll say. Im fully aware that nothing I could say could change your current mindset, or even remotely repair what I did to you. I'm refusing to deflect the blame further, as I'm consciously acknowledging my mistake and the impact it had on you. I'm not asking for forgiveness either, as I'm aware the opportunity for that is months gone. All I can say is the truth: I did not intend to hurt you by doing what I did. This isn't an excuse for what I did, though I'm aware that's all you will see this as, and you probably wont believe it anyways. Im Sorry, for what I did to you. Im Sorry for how I acted afterwards, Im Sorry for being Ignorant to being in the wrong, and Im Sorry that it took me so long to realize. Regardless if an apology means anything to you anymore, in this moment of self awareness, I choose to say to you what I wish Terrie could say to me. Im sorry.

e3f2c2 thoomp

e3f2c2 bad time? alright lemme

fd40c8 ...

e3f2c2 wsg chat

fd40c8 That wasnt a bad response, It just proves that Im right

e3f2c2 [roblox explosion sfx]

eb2c20 So I'm sorry if that response was bad...

fd40c8 ...

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eb2c20 I'm worthless I would say... can't even figure out what to say, I probably sound like a total asshole right now... but I still keep going... and try to make friends, try to change, try to be a better person... because I've fucked up many things before... friendships, trust, even my own life... but I can still make a change...

fd40c8 Luna I've tried to help you for more then a year with your issues. How much progress would you think I've had on helping you change for the better. Be honest.

eb2c20 I... I don't know... it's hard to figure it out... but change can still be a thing... I don't... I don't know how else to explain this... I'm serious...

fd40c8 Someone such as that would be as useful and meaningful as a single piece of candy; Unhealthy but makes ya feel good for a short while.

fd40c8 if someone who actively harms others emotionally or mentally, intentionally or not, and actively makes an attempt to help others with hardly any significant effects other then making someone feel appriciated... what use is there for that person?

eb2c20 We make mistakes... and do things we don't realize are wrong...

fd40c8 Hell Luna, "he" even tried to manipulate you too, but i stopped him. I've done my best to help you through your issues, but i cant even do that. So tell me;

fd40c8 "he" used a VPN to pretend to be someone else to trick others, I did the same. "he" took advantage of other's emotions and did what he wanted with it. I did the same. "he" hurt innocent people and refused to truly admit to their actions... I did the same, up until only recently, where my brain grew three sizes and I stopped being an actual biggot by realizing my mistake... months too late

eb2c20 I'm sorry you feel the way you do...