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827386 Try and calm down please, it will help your mind clear. Maybe get a drink of water? Then you can explain what happened? Please mix

c72701 BMO I don't know anymore. My own MOTHER is telling me one thing, but then my g-ma is telling another. BOTH are something against one another. I don't know who to fucking believe. I want to believe my mom, but the trauma tells me not to. my nana is trustworthy, but she has done so fucking much to go against that. I am left confused. so damn dconfused. I just want it to end. I want the fucking pain of not knowing to fucking end.

827386 What happened mix? Youre scaring me. I think you should lie down for a bit or maybe go for a walk or do some breathing excersizes just to calm your mind a bit. I dont want you hurting yourself or someone or doing something rash.

a99c32 I just want fucking PEACE. But it is so DAMN hard to get when I don't know who is LYING. THERE ARE TOO MANY SIDES. I Feel like the fucking VILLIAN because of it. it tears at me, peiceby peice form the inside out. It hurts so fucking BAD. I Want to believe her, but I don't know who to fucking believe. I just want to be happy. I just want a fucking HAPPPY day. a SINGLE fucking day. FUCK. I JUST WANT to KNOW who to believe. because the more I think I fucking know, the more something makes me doubt it.

a99c32 I want to believe someone, And I want to believe others. I just DONT FUCKING KNOW who to believe. I don't feel like I'm safe anywhere. not even with myself. My own MOTHER has done things in my life that fucking has me in point of nightmares sometimes. I want to just get it all to STOP. I don't know who to believe anymore. I don't know who to trust anymore. I don't know anything.

3ba7cd From being told things left and right, I am so lost. I am so confused. I am fucking fuming. I go here. I go there, but something always HAS to follow. it ALWAYS fucking does. I am so pent up and fed up with this shit. my mind is racing so much and now I don't even know what I am, WHO I am anymore.

c72701 I think I have finally reached my breaking point. If one more inconvienyent thing happens I don't know what I'ma do.

561f29 hey how's this peppino spagetti?

5b2f3e I will end thee with a hug <3

bb4cb6 i think i will suffocate myself in my pillow tonight

bb4cb6 end me,G O D

5b2f3e Hello yes I am G O D how may I help you?

bb4cb6 god please kill me

d7d44c (God WtH Why Was This So Delayed) - Deadtale

d7d44c (PAM Didn't Like The Length Of This So I Split It) I Also Don't Intend On This Being Harmfull In Any Way To Peoples Minds But I Apologise In Advance If It Does. . . IDK How Much I Should Really Say, IDK How Much Is Pointless. . .IDK. . . IDK What To Do Anymore TBH. . . .Just. . . Don't Worry About me, ALR? It's Better To Worry For Yourselves, Besides. . . The Likelyhood Of Me Considering Commiting Die Is Too Low RN. . . I Think I'll Be Fine. . . Probably. . . Just. . . Keep Doing Whatever, I'll Be Back In A Month Or 2 Or Whenever This Blows Over. . . Anyways Imma Go Play Starbound Now. . . Cya. . . - Deadtale

d7d44c Guys. . . I'm Makeing An Update Post For Those Wondering Where I've Been And How I've Been Doing (Not Great), This Will Be My Last Post In A While. . . Probably. . . So, I've Been Dealing With Someone Potentially Commiting Die (Pam Wont Let Me Post This Propally, I Think). . . Yet Again, Thing Have Not Been Good Whatsoever With My Life, I Most Likely Have Gained A Form Of Depression (Not Diagnosed Or Anything But The Evidence Is Kinda Clear) And Things Overall. . . Just Havn't Really Worked Out To Well. . . I'll Be Taking A Break From This lace Again As IK How Many A Holes There Here (I'm Not In The Mood To Deal With This Crap) Soo Yea. . . For Those Wondering This Is What Has Been Happening. . . Have A Good Rest Of The Day Everyone, Don't Let Whatevers Going Through You Drag You Down, No Matter What. . . - Deadtale

05f78a I still couldn't prevent you from blaming yourself for everything.

eb2c20 ... nevermind... not like I could have cheered you up if anyone could...

05f78a Not like anyone's advice could move me anyways. If Im not cruel to myself, I'll just go back to unintentionally hurting others. Burn me on a cross.

05f78a ...

05f78a Please just leave me alone.

96c78c I will now be going to bed, have a good night and I hope you succeed on your test and do well and I hope you feel better about yourself

96c78c I don't mind staying up and talking and helping someone, I just want to let you know that you're just human and that you change and always will change for better or for worse and you shouldn't beat yourself up over mistakes

05f78a ...Im not entertaining you, Go to bed. I dont want to cause more issues for people.

96c78c nobody should beat themselves up over past mistakes, people change yourself included, hell you even stated "my brain grew three sizes and I stopped being an actual biggot by realizing my mistake" you've changed since then or at least tried to do so since then, sure you may feel like you've been to late but you aren't a horrible person and you should go easier on yourself

96c78c nah I'm staying, your not horrible, and Luna you're not worthless either, everyone fucks up, everyone does things they think is right all the time and it ends up backfiring later, its called being human, nobody is perfect and its impossible to be perfect

05f78a ...Its time, Goodnight. Dont fail your test.

96c78c NVM read what I could find posted here, you're not a horrible person man, all of us likely have done some things we see as not good or screwed things up but your not horrible

05f78a tl;dr Im a horrible person. you're caught up now.

96c78c wait wtf goin on?

05f78a I really dont deserve any good graces, but I respect your kindness. Additionally, this is purely my own fault Luna, not yours or anyone elses

96c78c oh cool, I hope you do good on it

eb2c20 As I said before Ateo, I'm sorry for how you feel... for some reason this feels like my fault...

05f78a I also have a test tomorrow, at 7 in the morning. The last one I need to graduate.

96c78c meh fuck it I've been up this long, I'll go to bed when it hits 12, so hows your day?

96c78c however I myself have school and a test tomorrow so I should at least try, wish I could talk longer (holy fuck its 11:52)

05f78a Oh.. hey.

05f78a ...Might as well, I guess. I did what I could.

96c78c I hate not being able to sleep

05f78a I cant sleep.

05f78a