14d431 Again I don't really feel comfortable interacting too much because of the things I said but I definitely do not regard you as cautiously as I was anymore. You aren't outcasted from this place, from these people. You can pop by and chat and whatnot. No one genuinely hates you for anything, that I know of. And there is not such thing as a "hollow" apology if you mean change, which you seem to do.
070ca2 i cant stay awake any longer, so, i hope you have a good night. thank you.
14d431 Alright
070ca2 i really do mean it, bmo.
070ca2 im glad we were able to talk about that, it felt meaningful.
14d431 similar
070ca2 i feel... im not sure, it just feels like there isnt as much as a hole there anymore
070ca2 im not sure if theyd be willing to accept any of it either.
070ca2 i remember it, i just never tried to blame them.
14d431 i think there is blame on multiple people for multiple things so there is no way to shift blame
070ca2 but, it doesnt mean im shifting the blame, its just the awareness of it
070ca2 yeah. thank you for telling me, bmo. i felt like i wouldve been convinced that it was all my fault otherwise.
070ca2 yeah. and thats how i was, i just harbored immense self hatred for myself for a very long time. i was always hurting, i guess in that context
14d431 i had some very wrong responses to your actions danger and I apologize for that, I did some really bad things out of anger and hate that i should not have
610773 I'm sorry. I didn't mean to yell.
14d431 corny but the only one capable of fully hurting you is yourself
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